Numbing The Pain

Waves of euphoria,
Flowing through my brain.
Blocking out the thoughts,
That drive me insane.
Like floating on a cloud,
My feet never touch the ground.
I close my eyes,
And find comfort in the light.
Silence is all around,
Nothing to remind me.
With my head on my pillow,
Like a blanket it covers me-
Now I'm dead to the world.

I Wish I Was Home

Ever since you've been gone,
There's been a hole in my heart.
You were my whole world,
And it suddenly fell apart.
I tried to find my own way,
But then I began to pray.
And hope for the best,
And let God do the rest.
I wish I was home,
With my family.
I wish I was home,
Where I'm supposed to be,
Not alone...
I tried to kill the pain,
But I only went insane.
In the end...
I have only myself to blame,

I wish I was home,
Will I ever go home?

My Battle

Fighting off my demons everyday,
Trying to ignore everything they say.
My Lord delivers me from sin,
And still they try to attack again.
Everyday I pray for the light,
With God on my side I can win this fight.
When I know the darkness has taken me,
I pray for God to set me free.
I fight this battle,
In spirit and truth.
Sometimes I win,
Sometimes I lose.
Mercy and Grace,
Are on my side.
The sinner in me,
No longer has to hide.
I am saved,
By my faith.
Through God's Grace,
For this I pray...
Everyday.

David and Goliath

Slaying the giant...

He gathered five stones,
But only needed one.
Who would ever know,
He was the chosen one.

Standing up to him,
On that battlefield.
Gonna sling that stone,
Without a sword or a shield.

Like a bullet to his brain,
He struck him down.
He cut off his head,
Showed everyone around,
That God always wins...

He slayed the giant,
With God on his side.
So they won the fight,
With a battle cry...
That God always wins.

Silhouette

Gazing out the window,
At your silhouette.
Wandering about these feelings,
I have of regret.
Waving goodbye,
For one last time,
How my heart cries,
In the night...(singing)

Dance with me,
Dance with me,
Oh don't let me be all alone.

Wandering through this life,
The only one I've ever known.
A perfect love,
I should have known-
I let it slip away,
As time passed by.
Crying each day,
With tears in my eyes singing...

Dance with me,
Dance with me,
Oh don't let me be all alone.

As you walk through the fields,
Can you whisper to me softly?
I'm not alone.
Whisper I'm not alone,
Whisper to me softly,
I'm not alone.