Cringe

It kills me to see you and him,
So maybe I'll kill you too.
Death would be too nice,
Why can't you just hate me.
Get it over with,
Please, get it over with.
Make your decision,
Me or him, him or me.
I see you and can only cringe.
Tearing me up, breakin' me up,
Twisting my insides out.
I cannot lose this feeling of doubt.
I just scream and shout.
Leave me alone, leave me alone,
Let it be me who faces reality.
I cringe! when I see you
Cringe! when I hear you
Cringe! when I taste and feel you near me
Get away! Get away!
I want you to myself!