Forever?

Forever-
Just a word?
Or something I feel
Could it be this time- real?
Real to my heart at the time
Real to you- Now your mine.
I love you, Maybe not yet.
I need you, especially to be wet.
Is that all this is-
A good weekend fling, everyday
I don't know anymore, whose to say!?
Am I sabotaging this on purpose
Who cares what color your purse is.
-I do...maybe I need you?
Maybe I need someone,
And your just convenient.