Never Spoken

Midnight approaches this fateful night
A cigarette lit- burning bright
Capturing the moment, never could
Wishing she left me, never would
Enjoying the solitude, my own thoughts
Love is to be earned, never bought
Thinking of the ones that should've been
Wondering why, this wasn't the end.
Never got what I wanted
Only touched, who I dreamed
On my own, wish I were
To be alone, never hurt her
Live for now, until the end
Then look around, and begin again
Wish I could scream.....
I live only to dream.