Anticipations

I've had this feeling before,
This fear of the bitter end.
But your voice was silent,
Your heart with no messages to send.
All like a clear bright day,
Not a sorrowful cloud in sight.
But the rains are coming,
And should be here by twilight.
A message I should not want to hear,
But have heard before.
I have given you my only key,
Then you went and locked my door.
Keeping me out of your life, out of your way.
Without a thought  or even a kind word to say.
All I wanted was a chance,
To love and to live,
Happy and carefree,
And to you my heart I would give.
But it's over now.
Nothing to be said or done.
And it breaks my heart to see,
That you were not the one.