Deadboy

Deadboy,
They'll never be,
Another one who dreams like you.
Deadboy,
I'll never be,
A devil in disguise to you.
I can't sleep,
When I think of you.
Nightmare screams,
That haunt me too.
I can't sleep,
Since I met you.
The devil inside,
Came out of me,
As I screamed...
The rage I had,
I should have been dead.
I was blind to see,
The white plastic soul,
In front of me.

The Sign

Down in the hole under the water,
Lies that king snake's burnt father.
A place where the bayou bends,
A place where the blues begins.
The sign at the end of the road,
Says you've reached the end of the world
Die, serpent, die.
Die, dragon, die.

Snake Bitten

I was snake bitten...

Forgetting myself again.

That poisoned fruit,

Crept into my veins,

Drove me insane,

Whose to blame?

Belly of the snake,

Filled with men's bones,

You can hear them moan,

Like rattles of a chain.

Broken From The Start

I sit here alone 

By the telephone

My soul awaits

until my spirit breaks...

I've stayed up at night

I've cried and I've cried

I've wanted to die

But still my spirit waits...

Longing for the touch of your hand

Dreaming of my time to make a stand

Hoping for a new start with your heart

Knowing we've been broken from the start

Building A Temple

When the Blessed One came,
I was only to blame,
For the wretchedness,
In my soul.
I heard him proclaim,
Victory, no shame,
For the Forgiveness,
Of my soul.
I'm Building a Temple,
In my Heart.
For Him to dwell,
That's where it starts.

Drowning Her Misery

She comes into the room with a heart of misery

I light my cigarette as she walks up to me

I look into her eyes and see her black soul

I kiss her on the lips like fire on the coals

I look into her eyes again and see

A heart of gold that drowned that misery

A life of pain is all she ever knew

Rolling through this rock as I sing her these blues

She smiles so sweet when we first meet

Now she has a soul and we are complete

The fire I gave her burns deep inside

She has no more fear and no longer has to hide

Drowning Her Misery

With the Fire Inside of Me

 

Black Dawn Rising

Down the Bayou I start to get away,
The devil has turned his wrath on me today.
The black dawn rises for me today,
He spent two dollars to have me blown away.
I jump right in,
Let this tango begin.
How far to go,
To the Gulf of Mexico.
By Midnight it seems,
I got away clean.
That black dawn rises
When I start again
Black Dawn Rising...

Blood In The Bayou

The cool wind blows across the bayou tonight
The sunlit moon cast her glow across this night
Shadows of spirits roaming amidst the mass
The fog settles as the tide of blood moves in

Roux-Ga-Roux
I can hear you sing these blues
Roux-Ga-Roux

Howl tonight on this blood bayou
Transform your dance under the stars
I see your black soul in the scar's of their hearts
You pulled them in the cold water below
Filling this bayou with blood as you go
I

Found My Heart

I lost my heart on an open road
Then you found it for me
You make you own luck
So I been told
I've been gone way too long
Can you find me so far away?
I sing a song since you've been gone
Can you hear me so far away?
My heart fell into the dirt
And then you found it for me

The Shining Son

When all there's left is a dim memory

When Babylon falls and all are in misery

There's nothing left but dust and air

The world's light can't compare

To the shining son

The only one

Whoever is and was

And yet still to come

Haunting My Heart

Such a trivial thing
Such a burden to sing
The weight of your love
Upon my weary shoulders
Trapped inside
This ghost of a mind
Looking for the evening sun
Praying that the day is done
Inside the blues
I will try not to lose
Your heart again

Black Moon Rising

Way down here on the Bayou

The bones of the wretched dance

When will you learn

That drinking blood is a sweet romance

Haunting the streets of New Orleans

Under the Midnight Black Moon

Eclipse my heart again

As the Howlin' Wolf begins to swoon

Mississippi Gost Queen 

Callin' all her riders

Black Moon Risin'

So light the fires...
Black Moon Risin' tonight

Letting Go

I'm letting go
Of the dream I once had
I'm letting go
Of the hopes in my head
I'm letting go
It's better left unsaid

I'm not the man I used to be
But still I feel this guilt in me
I broke your heart many time before
Now it's time to close that door

My Golden One

Like a sunset in a morning moon rise
I see the beauty in your eyes
Brought back from the depths of pain
You were content to be insane

Arise my Golden one
Let's see your beauty like the sun
Shining for all the world to see
Without ever turning back on me

Scars on your heart from the dagger is done
Into the sunset the morning's gone
Wounded so many times
How I've cried from all the world's lies.

New Dimension

Out of my mind
And into your head
Visions of chaos
You'd wish you were dead instead

Crawling on the floor
Some death forseen
They will yell and scream
Join us the war is not a dream

The light will pierce the darkness
The pure will rise again
The strong will ride with him
Faith will bring you to.....
A New Dimension

Close your eyes and see the light
Through your spiritual eyes

Graveyard Blues

All I want for you and me
Is unity in our souls tonight

Dressed in black and white
The man in black and the ghost in white

All she had had was love in her heart
They had a fateful start
Then the end came
Then the blues came
Put flowers on my grave

All she wants wants is for you to be free
So be free as can be

I sing those graveyard blues
In my blue suede shoes
I sing those graveyard blues
In my pitch black suit
A little JR and the King
From my soul I sing

I got these graveyard blues again
I know I'll be raised up again

You and Me, Unity
In the graveyard blues tonight

Can You Hear Me ?

The masses are cryin' out,

For someone to bring 'em out,

From this mental slavery,

To free them from the adversaries.

Can you hear me callin'?

Callin' out your name.

I cry out to you,

Get up on your feet.

Fight for your freedom.

Take a stand, against the man,

And show 'em what you mean.

All I Want

All you want,
All I need...
Is to be free,
Free indeed.

Would you send flowers to my grave?
Would you free me if I were a slave?
Would you lock me up or let me go?
Let's get our fix and get on with the show.

Show 'em it's alright, tonight...
All I want...

Where Do We Go From Here?

Tell me my love,
Where do we go from here?
Tell me my love,
Does your black heart even care?

Ridin' that train,
Then it came to a halt.
Ridin' that train,
Buying the ticket was my fault.

Now I'm at the station,
Should I go left or right?
Northbound or southbound,
I think I'll just take a flight...

Down to New Orleans,
'Cause Bayou Blood is in my veins.

Stop Dragging Me Down

Ya know I gotta quit you baby,
'Cause all you do is drag me down.

Ya know I gotta quit you baby,
'Cause all you do is roam around down.

You took every piece of my heart,
And danced like a sweet romance.
But then you cut me like a knife,
Now I gotta hole in my soul for life,
and I just wanna die...

Stop dragging me down,
And throwing my heart to the ground.

I just got one more thing to say,
Stop throwing my heart away.

Castles Of Time

Floating down the castles of time,
With Angels wings we press on.

Get your groove on,
Get your groove on,
Blue suede shoes on,
Before you're gone.

I know that there's stars in your eyes,
The moon above it shines on.

Let your loving heart,
Be filled with loving light.
Let your loving light,
Be filled with loving heart.

Groove Dancer

She's a groove dancer,
She's a romancer,
She's out tonight
To show me the way.
When you see her in the dark,
She lights up like a spark
Entering your dreams,
Lovely as it seems.
She's alright...
Shake it downtown...
Tonight yeah.

The Blade Of A Sword

Through this darkness when I roam,
I know it's a long way from home.
I hear the ring of the telephone,
I answer the call but no one is home.
This anger in my heart,
Was there from the start.
Hatred rooted in fear,
At least my conscience is clear.
Can you feel the pain,
Running through these veins.
A broken heart hurts more,
Like any blade of a sword.

The Invisible World

I'm right back where I began,

The former me is now a man.

A fresh start or a detour,

I try to see, but I'm not sure.

A crossroad in my life

Should I go left or to the right?

A cross road in my life,

Better be in before midnight.

Flash backs start again I see,

Visions of spirits all around me.

I know the Truth is real,

Now I can see and feel,

The Invisible World...

My Last Stand

I'm gonna sing,
Like it's my last song.
I'm gonna live,
Like there's nothing wrong.
I'm gonna fight,
Like it's my last chance.
I'm gonna win,
Then I'm gonna dance.

I'm gonna give,
All I've got.
I'm gonna believe,
Whether or not,
You see me,
For who I am.
I'm gonna make a stand,
For the life of this man.

Chasing A Dream

When hope is all I have,
When my love still holds on.
To something I'll never have,
'Cause your heart is gone.
I can only dream about tomorrow,
And forget yesterday.
I'm releasing all my sorrows,
For letting our love slip away.
I remember the good times,
And forget about the bad.
Like listening to the wind chimes,
And hearing a song I never had (before).
Forever chasing a dream,
Forever hoping it seems.
My heart belongs with you,
Or forever singing these blues.

Cries From The Deep

As this madness slowly breaks,

I can see the light of day.

As the willow begins to weep,

I can lay my soul to sleep.

The sun is fallin',

The skies are callin'...out my name.

The moon is risin',

This groom is cryin'...out of shame.

As my heart cries from the Deep,

The love I gave is the love I keep.

The shadows haunt me everyday,

Still, I fall on my knees and pray.

Can you hear my cries from the Deep?

Field of Blood

Have I been a Judas to your heart?
A kiss of betrayal from the start?
The blood on my hands floods this field,
But my soul tells me our love is real.
Can you forgive this broken man?
It only seems to be quicksand.
My love for you is so true,
But my heart is always singing the blues.
I crucified your loving soul,
Driving the nails in with my words.
I sent my love in poems but no one heard,
Now I will hang my head low, until I'm dead.

Almost Home

I can see it in the distance,
I can feel it in the air.
I know you really love me,
I know how much you care.
I've waited for so long,
When hope was almost gone.
But now you've come back to me,
And I don't feel all alone.
I'm almost home, I'm almost home.
No more wandering all alone.
I'm almost home, I'm almost home.
No more feeling like you're gone.

My Quest For Love

I would climb the highest tower,
To reach your lonely window
Like a knight on a quest,
I would cast away all the shadows.
I would sail the deepest oceans,
To reach the shore of your heart.
To forever embrace your love,
And let nothing tear us apart.
I want to be your hero,
I want to be your everything.
I would wait for you forever,
Until that day, I would sing...
I pour out my heart,
Into my songs for you.
I pour out my love,
For the hope to be with you.

Into The Mirror

She's a lot like me,

Trying to right some imaginary wrong.

Jumps right in with both feet,

Finding peace within a song.

Two destined souls,

To meet upon this earth.

To be away from her,

Is the only time it hurts.

I look into the mirror,

And I see apart of her,

The best part of me,

Is the Love I gave to her.

The Joker's Tune

The Joker's Tune
(Quotes from the movie "Batman")

"Have you ever danced with the devil by the pale moonlight?"

"Oh, little song, little dance."
“I have given a name to my pain"
"I have a bat in my belfry,
Shall we dance?”

"Have you ever danced with the devil by the pale moonlight?"

“I'm only laughing on the outside,
My smile is just skin deep ,
If you could see inside I'm really crying ,
You might join me for a weep.”

"The skulls... the bodies...
you give it all such a glow!
I don't know if it's art,
but I like it!”

"Have you ever danced with the devil by the pale moonlight?"

My Solitude

Alone in my world,
My day has turned to night.
Nothing to touch my heart,
Tears have blinded my sight.

A single flower,
Withering away.
I have no one to talk to,
Nothing to say.
A drop of water,
In an ocean of pain.
Of these things I have,
Only myself to blame.

I knew it then...
When the tears fell like rain.

Walk With Me

A loss for words,
A loud silence.
Screaming quiet,
Echoes of space.
Time stands still.
Still time stands.
With an open hand,
Walk with me again.

Is this The End?

Tell me my friend,

Is this the end?

Have I traveled this far?

Put my pennies in the jar?

Paid the ferryman's toll?

Done enough to save my soul?

With a Word it began,

As so it must End.

Final Peace

There's a window in the sky,

I see a widow through my eyes.

A bright light appears,

The songs of Angels in my ears.

Clear is the night sky,

My soul sings and I fly.

Through the Heavens I cry for release,

Given my life for a final peace.

The Mighty One

I was lost and then he came and found me.

Didn't know where to run and then he came and saved me.

He opened the door to Heaven and invited me in.

Oh the Mighty One has spoken, I'm forgiven.

When I was young I heard all about him.

Somewhere along the way I forgot about him.

Then he knocked again and invited me in.

Oh the Mighty One has spoken, I'm forgiven.

I'm talkin' 'bout Jesus,

Lord Jesus.

The Mighty One,

The King of Kings.

Eye Spy

Eyes in the wall,
Ears outside the window.
Someone's peering in,
To my life's crescendo.
Spies in the skies,
Bugs under the table.
Cameras on the computer,
Microphones in my tv,
What do they want from me?

Make It Rain

Comfort in isolation,

Gratitude for affliction.

The inside outs,

Of some addictions.

Secluded from the world,

Insane from the pain.

Make me numb again,

Make it Rain.

A Second Glance

Alone and happy,
Alone in despair.
Both of my worlds,
Seem so unfair.
But I'm the lucky one,
Who got a second chance.
Some would have killed me,
Without a second glance.

The Awakening

The Cool Breeze Flows,
Gently across my face.
As I fade into oblivion,
With so much of my disgrace.
My mind is numb,
From some wretched sin.
The fire inside has gone out,
Burned up from within.
Awaiting the awakenings,
When my body comes to life.
Desperately craving the feeling,
Sometimes cuts me like a knife.

The Fall of Man

World obsessed,
A world possessed- 
By riches and glory,
Let's review the story...
God Created and it was good,
Upon the Heavens and Earth he stood. 
Then Lucifer fell from high above,
Because he ignored Jehovah's love. 
Adam fell into a trap, 
Because the devil was on his back.
Now he has to plow the ground,
Building his cities among the mounds.
Women now weep and wail, 
In childbirth, they do travail. 
A brother killed his brother, 
The blood cried out to his another. 
A man was called to father a nation,
The stars of the sky,
Number his Generations.
Empires grew and fell,
Dreams and visions were given to tell.
A tower reaching to the sky,
The people trying to conquer the Most High.
Soon it all came crashing down.
The people were scattered from town to town. 
So the world was divided in parts,
Only evil is in their hearts.
So God sent of flood one day,
And wiped the earth and sinners away.
But then hope arrived through a dove,
A sign of home and a brand new love.

A Song Letter

Look in the mirror my friend, 

What do you see? 

A pair of guilty eyes,

Not so different from me. 

Fingers point and people accuse,

That's why I sing the blues. 

Tell me again why you hate me so, 

I'll tell you where you can go. 

Man is a man from his heart, 

Although that's not always where it starts. 

Bred pain and hateful hearts. 

Bring forth a man with scarred marks. 

So tell yourself you're no better. 

As I send you a song letter. 

We washed the stains away,

And made art out of  molded clay. 

So quick to throw away, 

Something you may love someday.

The Return

Visions complete,
The picture beneath.
The sky above,
The Heavens breathe.
The return of Love,
The end supreme.
Angelic Host,
Divine Scheme.
Eyes opened,
Dead come alive.
End of suffering,
End of lies.
A mighty thunder,
A White Horse.
A King enthroned,
A Kingdom Come.

"Hallelujah!"

Deeper

Deep, Love, Heart, Soul-
Existence, Creation, Omnipotent, Gold.
Treasure, Quest, Journey, End-
Death, Grave, Silence, Again.

The Silence Grows Dim

In a whirlwind,
The mighty forces at hand.
The storm is raging,
No peace in this land.
I hear them crying out,
But I am helpless to save.
My heart is pouring out,
I can only see the graves.
Looking for a window in time,
When I could have made a change,
Peering through the stained glass,
Looking for a way to rearrange.
My cold eyes stare ahead,
With emptiness behind them.
Anger and pain floods in,
And the silence grows dim.

Long Way From Home

I'm a long way from home,

This earth on which I roam.

My heart aches for you again,

My lover, my love, my friend.

I've seen the darkest days,

That sometimes have no end.

I've seen the darkest hearts,

Searching for one true friend.

My love, I weep for you.

How our love is so true,

Few and far between,

This dirty heart is now clean.

I dream of that day,

When I'm no longer cast away.

I dream of our love,

That was destined from above.

I'm a long way from home,

No longer will I roam.

I can see you in the sunrise,

How your beauty brings tears to my eyes.

When I am with you,

I am Home.

Heavenly Hearts

Heavenly Hearts

Heavenly hearts,
Open your eyes tonight.
Heavenly hearts,
Open your eyes tonight.

Let the people sing,
Hallelujah.
Let the people sing,
Hallelujah.

Heavenly hearts,
Lift up your eyes tonight.
Heavenly hearts,
Wipe those tears from your eyes.

With the people sing,
Hallelujah.
With the people sing,
Hallelujah.

Lord Jesus,
Open my eyes tonight.
O' Jesus,
Open my eyes tonight.

I will sing,
Hallelujah.
With my heart I sing,
Hallelujah.

Silver Dream

The ups and downs,
The inside outs,
You've been through it all together.
And now your here,
After 25 years,
And it only seems to get better.
Smile another day,
And kiss your troubles away,
Hand in hand you'll stay Forever.
The love you share,
Will conquer despair,
And keep you strong here on after.
Now look ahead,
Where the road has led,
And dreams you have come true.
And if life gets too tough,
And you think you've had enough,
Remember the love,
That has kept you together, Forever.

Every Minute

I see two hearts of gold,
Two spirits so strong.
In all the world ,
I could have never longed-
For a more perfect love.
Unconditionally yours,
I open my heart to you both.
My wife and my daughter,
I profess my oath...
To love you both,
Until my very last breath,
And hereafter when I've left-
This wonderful mother earth.
Each day I await,
To hear the joy in your hearts.
Each day I embrace,
This Blessing from the start-
Of a life given to me,
That once I was blind to see.
But, I see all the beauty,
In every minute you're with me.

The Vulture Eye

Beneath the floor,

Of this hollow room.

Lies a Tell-Tale Heart,

Of a dead groom.

Once betrothed,

To a beauty so fine,

Of sonnets and love-

Many thousands of lines.

But my heart enraged,

From his evil eye.

I shall prevail,

And He shall die.

I lurked around,

His humble abode.

And took a look,

At his vast wardrobe.

Garments dipped in blood,

From his conquered quest.

And a vulture's eye,

Fell from his nest.

Here is the beating,

Of his hideous heart.

Death watches in the wall,

As I tear him apart.

Death has stalked,

With his black shadows before him.

Death has conquered,

The vulture eye from within.
Death has stalked,
Death has conquered.
You're gonna die,
The Vulture Eye.

The Sower

Lord, your words,
Are above all others.
Even above the anointed,
Sisters and Brothers.
Of all the truth,
That I've known.
The truth in you,
Are the seeds you've sown.

On My Way

I know I'm not alone,
But I feel Lonely.
I know I'm not afraid,
But I feel scared.
I know your with Lord,
And I'll soon be there.

My Cross

Please help me carry my cross,
Don't kick me when I'm down.
For even our Lord and Savior,
Three times fell down.
My cross is not as big as his was,
But it's my own true thoughts.
That the battles of my mind,
Some of them I won, and some I lost.
God's door is always open,
He's always there for me.
Like a firm foundation,
A mighty oak tree.
So whenever I see that trouble is near,
I look up to him and cry.
Lord take me out of this trouble I'm in,
And please don't let me die.
For his yoke is easy and burdens are light,
But somehow I fall in,
To the snares of that wicked one-
Who delights in our sin.
But Grace has made me able,
To get back on my feet again,
For when I wrestle with myself,
Each day I begin with fresh Grace again.

Hole In My Heart

I feel better when I'm insane,
Because I don't have to feel the pain.
I'm trying to wipe the memories away,
And running toward that dying day.
Why is it the faster I run,
God above says "I'm not done".
He wants me to face the pain,
And dump this insanity down the drain.
I've always had faith in him,
But struggled to keep the faith within.
I gave up on myself long ago,
Stopped caring about which way to go,
Stopped worrying about losing control,
In the end I'll pay the toll.
To cross that bridge to the other side,
Where I'll lay myself down to die.
But my body will only be asleep,
While everyone I love will stop and weep.
And maybe read my cries for help,
And pray my soul stays out of hell.

My Last Song

If this were my last song,
That ever flowed from my pen.
I want you all to know-
What could have been,
If I could do it all again.
I would have been a better man,
Smarter and wiser than I am,
I would have seen the mistakes,
Before I made them,
And made the choices-
I should have made.
I would have been better to all,
I would have seen it all,
The beauty in everyone,
Instead of all the faults-
Which reflected my own self thoughts.
I wouldn't have drowned myself,
In the river if high times.
I wouldn't have given up,
I wouldn't have to write this song,
Saying that I'm sorry,
For the pain that I have given.
Only crying from my heart,
Wanting only to be forgiven.

The Mississippi Ghost Queen

Down here along the bayous,
I've seen the Mississippi Ghost Queen.
Drifting through the swamp lands,
In my nightmares and my dreams.
She's inviting all the spirits here,
Then, taking them one by one.
Then capturing all the sinner's souls,
'Till The Captain says she's done.
The fog beneath the Bourbon Moon,
Conceals her dreadful path,
A midst the screams of the passengers,
You can hear The Captain's laugh.
She sings "come all you travelers,
Who want some wine and strong drink.
Meet the infamous Captain,
He's really not who you think."
Don't say I didn't warn you,
I been livin' down in New Orleans.
I've sailed upon that vessel,
Through my nightmares and my dreams.
Way back when the mutiny began,
That sailor didn't prevail.
Now he's Captain of his vessel,
That's headed straight to Hell.
The Captain was once a sailor,
Who fell from his Righteous Maker.
There's a ship down in New Orleans,
Who's called the Mississippi Ghost Queen.

All My Regrets, I Regret

So you say you want me dead,
For all the cold things that I've said.
For all the wrongs I couldn't make right,
For all the times hate blinded my sight.
I know the things I have done wrong,
So it's all right here, in my song.
Years gone by, and still I cry,
For all the regrets that I regret.
You know that I still love you,
I'll keep sayin' it 'till my face is blue.
I lost my mind, somewhere back then,
I didn't know now what I should have been.
A true friend, a true friend,
Someone, you could depend on 'till the end.
The past is done, and so am I,
Maybe you even want to know, why?
I was born with a scar upon my heart,
That always would get ripped apart.
I'd bleed the pain back onto you,
And sewed it back into these blues.
I'll be sorry my friends, until the end.
If I could start it all again-
I would have been true, faithful unto you...
And would have wrote "no regrets" in my song,
Now we can all sing along,
"All my Regrets, I Regret"-
In my song.

Deep Within

Reflections of pain...
First I received,
Then cast them back to you.
Born into this life...
I blame myself again,
At times, I don't know what to do.
But then, I only reflect-
The ghosts that haunted me,
When my life began...
Trapped inside my head,
Thoughts that never came true.
Some so good, some so bad.
Some so beautiful, some so sad.
Sometimes, I only think of myself,
And forget the troubles you're in,
Then I reflect that pain deep within.
I hide from it all,
And bury myself,
Deep within my sin....

Adam's Cry

Moonlight warps my eyes tonight,
It cradles me in my darkest fright.
I gently cut my thoughts away,
She took a walk with the devil today.
He walked into the garden,
And poisoned my innocent soul.

Kiss the sky for which has fallen,
Kindly consume what I have spoken.
Daylight brings these blues away,
Carry me near my lover's window.
He walked into the garden,
And poisoned my innocent soul.

The sweetest sounds I hear,
Hide my soul in fear.
I fell from my first love,
And now I'm naked to hear...
He walked into the garden,
And poisoned my innocent soul.

He crept inside my head tonight,
Lord, can you find me by morning?
He crept inside my head tonight,
Lord, can you find me by morning?

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time,
In a land not far away.
People were so kind,
And love was meant to stay.
Then the Queen came,
And swept it all away.
But only for a time,
Then love was here to stay.
Once upon a time,
Dreams did come true.
The magic of the heart,
Was so pure and so true.
Light is breaking through the darkness,
Love is piercing the cold hearts.
Remember the feelings of happiness,
Once upon a time... is a new heart.

Everlasting Father

When I fall down,
You pick me up.
When I cry,
You dry my tears.
When I lose Hope,
You send me love,
When I'm empty,
You fill me up.
Everlasting Father,
You Love me completely.
Everlasting Father,
You Love me eternally.
Your Love is unfailing,
Your Grace is amazing.
Your Son is my Saviour,
There is no replacing,
Your love.

I Surrender

Walking on this winding road,
Revelation to unfold,
The nature of God's true love,
He's guiding me from up above, again.
I reach my hands into the sky,
With my heart I ask him, why?
What I've done to deserve this love,
He answers me from up above, again.
And still I breathe,
The promise made to me.
Completely Broken,
I surrender,
God has Spoken,
I will remember, His Love.

Risen King

Jesus the Risen King,
Creator of everything,
And I give my life to you.
You are the King of Kings,
Our God above all things,
And I give my heart to you.
You rose from death to life,
You were the sacrifice,
Jesus, you are my King.
You are the chosen one,
God's one begotten Son,
Jesus, the Risen King.
And I Praise your name,
And your Love proclaim,
You are the author of life,
And I know that You are my King.
Rejoice, rejoice!
Rejoice, rejoice!
Rejoice, rejoice!
The Father welcomes you in.

Miracle Son

He was born in Bethlehem,
Formed by God's own hand.
Given to a Blessed mother,
Destined to be like no other.
A Miracle Son,
Was born to save us.
A Miracle Son,
Who gave his life for us.
His name is Jesus,
For God is with us.
He came to set us free,
And to live eternally.
He carried his cross,
And searched for the lost.
Proclaimed for all to see,
He died for you and me.

Prince of Lunacy

Sit I trip, I trip to you
Hanging babies on the wall.
Like pictures from this hell,
Take another one for me.
Wake dream, nightmare scream,
Throwing down my past again.
Pulling forth the lust within,
My dancing days are dark and few.
Here lay and think of you,
Saving my last breathe to who.
Maybe the answer,
Lies only in you.
In fear lies death,
In spirit we are free.
In death lies myself,
Awakened from you.
Bastard Prince of Lunacy,
You know the king beneath the streets.
You have knelt and washed his feet,
At your own dark table.

Get Back Up Again

When you get down,
Get back up again.
When you get low,
Scream rise again.
When the rain is pouring down,
And you're feeling drowned out.
Put your hip boots on,
And wade 'till the water runs out.
Wading in the water...
When your heart is feeling blue,
That sadness grows inside of you.
Slap it in the face,
And kick start these blues inside of you.
Wading in the Blues water....

Crept Inside

Moonlight warps my eyes tonight,
Cradle me in my darkest fright.
Gently cut your thoughts away,
And take a walk with the devil today.
Kiss the sky for which has fallen,
Kindly consume what I have spoken.
Daylight brings these blues away,
Carry us near my lover's window.
The sweetest sounds I hear,
Hide my soul in fear.
He walks into the garden,
And poisons the innocent soul.
Crept inside your head tonight,
Can you find me by morning.
Crept inside your head tonight,
Can you find me by mourning.

Cry No More

Take this pleasure I send,
Said the voice of a prophet,
And send it again.
Your caskets of fear,
Hide the empty shells of myself.
Corrupt no more,
The strings in my spine.
Remember the voices,
What they whispered so softly.
Say goodbye and move slowly away,
Cry no more and feel no pain.

Shell Of A Man

Trapped inside this shell of a man,
Insanity has brought,
Dominance of my land.
Peace be this maker,
This conquest of lust,
Prominant forthcomings of trust.
Bittersweet my death inside,
Awake we lie in our graves tonight,

Dancing Doves

Sleeping Angels in my room,
The sweet smell of tenderness.
Melt this broken heart,
And fill me completely.
Blessed are the innocent,
Dreaming of dancing doves,
Humble me again,
When my eyes are closed.

Prying My Way

Your darkest light,
Breaks through my window and speaks.
My ears bleed in spite of this mourning.
Scents of mist circle you completely,
And wet the tongue that cut me slowly,
And carved inside of me what I couldn't see.
Break away in parts that are sweet-
Watch me as I devour you, neatly.
Gentle and I, this lover, this friend.
A slow end I will soon descend unto you-
And cry once for your black heart's desire,
And scream twice, for this time I am the liar.
Prying my way- So I'm inside,
This fantasy of an obsessed mind.
Prying my way- so you confide,
You swallow the truth I fed to you.
Smelling my fears again,
I feel this disillusion in me.
Consumes the mouth of sanity,
And scratches like nails of luminosity.

Echoes Of Her Soul

And I die again,
In my lover's arms.
The red candle burns,
This hatred to the ground.
And I cry again,
I'm finally releasing the pain.
So how I learn,
She's the angel of my heart.
And she sings to me,
Echoes of her soul,
And she sings to me,
Echoes of her soul.
Flowers in her heart,
Her beauty blossoms from within.
She soothes my soul,
And cages the beast inside of me.
Deep inside my veins,
My blood now runs gently through.
Only she can tame me,
And simmer the flaming fire.

Dreaming I Had A Friend

Reflections in the mirror once again,
The sadness turns away my friends.
Trapped in this broken heart,
Praying, I return to the start.
I've seen the Angels start to cry,
I've wished for another life.
Living to see the end,
Dreaming I had a friend.

Into The Moonlight

I am thinking of you,
My sweet blue.
Into the moonlight,
We ride tonight,
On this subtle ground,
We call Earth.

All I Have

When I'm down,
My God is still good to me.
When I stumble and fall,
My Lord sets me free.
All I have and All I am is for God.
All that I have and all that I am,
Is for the Father, the Son, and the Spirit.
Let us surpass the times when I fell from the path,
I shall run to the Cross,
So the Blood that's flowing shall save me.
Yes, Lord Jesus.
My Healer and redeemer.
Comfort me in this time of hardship and suffering.
You are our light Lord,
Please give us strength.
And you are here,
And you are all I hear speaking inside of me,
It echoes my mind,
With me until the last cloud fades away.
And we ascend,
With the Kingdom here and his Will be done.
We ascend and renew our bodies.
We ascend,
And rise with the light of the world.

Let Us Fly

Jesus commands us,
To love each other to the fullest.
So that we may strengthen the harmony,
within the spiritual realm - of humanity.
Connected by God's love,
Through the Holy Spirit.
We are all bodies on this earth,
For a short time.
Like a mist in the cool breeze,
That will pass away.
So let us fly, peacefully-
So let us fly in love.
Let us transcend,
Our spirits with God's,
To renew our empty hearts.
Open me up,
Pour your love out.
Lift me from the dirt I'm in,
Wash away my many sins.

Thank you

Thank you for the good times,
That stuck in my heart.
Even through the bad times,
When I would fall a part.

Imagination

Imagination is reality,
not yet achieved,
Through time and space.
Imagination is planned thought-
Think and we live.

Healed In You

Give us strength,
In you we trust.
Our broken hearts,
Are healed in you.

Journeys of Love

Journeys of love,
Trails of sorrow.
What tomorrow brings,
We shall rise up.
And fight for,
The Glory of God.

My Honor

As long as the nights are long,
You will be here with me.
As long as the sweet summer dream,
Dances in the mind of myself.
My Honor.

Sunlight

At night I dream of,
The great light,
Inside his soul.
All is above,
God is above.
We must
Rise up, Rise up.
Timid not,
Fair Lady.
In your sweet eye,
Of sunlight.
Sweet Lord,
Rise up,
Fight for me,
I know you win.

No Place Like Home

If there's a twister in the sky,
There's no place like home,
With you, with you.
Jehovah, Father
Mighty King of Kings.
Storm side highland healed,
Over again she smiles.
Look up for revival,
Send us a sign,
Of Love.

Precious Love

Uncover me from this blanket of sadness,
Uncover me from this temple of madness.
Open my heart to love again,
Fill my bones deep within my soul.
Because all I saw was black,
All I saw was black.
The fire in my heart attacks,
The evil that turned my back,
On Precious Love.

The Grace of God

Things will never be the same,
It seems like the world's to blame.
For life's gotcha down,
For a minute or two.
But When you look up to the sky,
And scream to God, "Why"?
There's only one answer to satisfy you.
Our Father has a place,
For everyone in his heart.
And where we are today,
Is only the very start.
The Kingdom is at hand,
The Grace of God is here.
So thank Him for the good things,
That's given through the years.
Thank Him for the good times,
You've spent with your family.
Thank Him for the answers,
And the dreams that are meant to be.
Thank Him for the goodness,
That lies in each one of us.
Love Him forever,
And forever in Him, we trust.

Look Ahead

Now look ahead,
Where the roads have led,
And dreams have come true.
The love you share,
Will conquer all despair,
And keep you string here on after.

Eternity

An eternity with you,
An eternity with you.
To feel your heart,
An eternity with you.
Feel my soul,
Fill my soul.
With your Love,
With your Love.
An eternity with you,
Is all I'll ever need.
An eternity with you,
Is all I'll ever need.
You feel my heart,
You feel my soul.
And it's all for you,
And it's all for you.
An eternity with you,
An eternity with you.
I open the door,
To my heart.
And let you in...

For My Wife, Kelly

Love in your eyes,
Beauty in your heart,
Nothing will ever tear us apart.
Endless seas, oceans blue-
I give it all to you. 
I lift you up,
I give you our dreams,
A perfect life by any means.
A marriage joined by God,
Never to be torn apart.
The seas have roared,
The storms did come,
Left us with our hearts,
Washed clean of tearing us apart.
We've made it through,
The good times and bad.
Never again,
Will I let you be sad.
I give you my heart,
I give you my word.
I give you my hand,
To hold as I stand.
Upon this rock,
The new me-
I am free,
We are free indeed.
Blessings of a daughter,
We share them so well.
You are the best mother,
I have only good to tell.
Your Love, kindness, and patience,
Help keep us free.
You are strong, bold, and beautiful,
A mighty queen in my eyes;
Passionate enough to embrace,
The rest of our lives.
I Love you completely,
I Love you so true,
Every minute of the day,
I fall more in love with you.

To The Sky

I look to the sky to see the future,
I look through my eyes and find you there.
If your broken and torn apart,
Let's get right back to the heart.
I try to disguise my true feelings,
I only find my heart open and bare.
I've been waiting,
Here so long now.
No hesitating,
You belong there.

New Heart

Sunlight crashes in,
Tomorrow brings today.
Explosions of new life,
A birth is on the way.
Await and I'll find you there,
Awaken your heart to me.
Await and I'll find you there,
I will set you free.
An angel descends upon,
A broken heart made new.
The Cross defines the soul,
A new heart will be true.

Dogs of War

The dogs of war are runnin',
Faster than the eye can see.
Controlling the hate within,
Unknown soldiers are dead to be.
Guns in their hands,
Evil in their eyes,
Disposing of life.
Chanting your gonna die,
Chanting your gonna die.
The dogs of war are livin',
Somewhere inside of you.
The passions of their heart,
Some believe to be true.
Bleed within,
Back to life.
Breathe within,
Never gonna die.

Angels

There are angels all around me,
There are angels all around you.
They will lift us up,
And keep us in all of our ways.
They will lift us up,
In their Heavenly hands.
Speak to me my angel,
I can hear your sweet, sweet words.
Speak to me my angel,
I can hear your sweet, sweet song.
Singing, Holy is the Lord,
Holy is his name.

A Mother's Fire

Cold and broken,
She came in.
Scared and so afraid,
Of what the world let in.
Sometimes she feels,
So alone.
Sometimes she cries,
To be alone.
She looks up to the sky,
And the heavens rain down.
He fills her heart again,
When she's hit the ground.
She looks up to the sky,
And sees another day.
A mother's broken heart,
Is healed again today.
She's living for a girl,
Who just came into this life.
She's starting all again,
With the kingdom in her mind.
The fire's in her heart,
And it's sure gonna stay.
Her love is for the Lord,
And her daughter's dreams today.

Entrancing Moments

The sunlight dances in your eyes,
And sings it's sweet song to me,
I melt with you.
The wind carried me home,
Gently caressed your smile,
And sent it over to me,
I smiled again.
Endless entrancing moments,
Discover our love again.
Lost amidst the thrill of it all,
I cried when she brought me back again.

Sleep In The Storm

I look to the sky and I see,
A storm rolling in all around me.
I look to the east and there I find,
A road that leads to my bitter end.
I look to the west and I cannot deny,
There I've been broken and buried again.
The world may be crashing,
My life may be flashing.
My heart is still carried by him,
I can sleep through the storm I'm in.
Lost in my world of doubt,
Searching for my faith.
I look behind to the road that I passed by,
Where the troubles have come my way.
I see the road that you've got me on,
And the wings you give me each new day.
Of all the burdens I have,
Of all the troubles I face.
None are too heavy for me,
None are great for Grace.
Into the Storm...
Into the Storm...
I look ahead to the road I'm searching for,
A place where all of my dreams come true.
I look down the road I'm traveling on,
Where my soul is one with truth.
Sleep in the Storm

O Jerusalem

O Jerusalem,
Shine your light, tonight.
O Jerusalem,
Be full of light.
Let the blood (of Jesus) cover,
That heavenly city.
Let the white light of Christ,
Shine down tonight.
Let the footprints of Christ appear,
Signs and wonders,
Let them flow.

Crucified

Crucified for you.
He came and died,
And gave his life,
So you may live.
Crucified for you,
Believe in him,
Be born again,
End all of your suffering.
All you gotta do,
Is call his name...
Jesus,
Holy Jesus,
Precious Jesus,
Son of the Father.

Fill Me

Fill me, fill me,
With your Spirit.
The peace of God,
That passes all understanding.
And the love...
Pours down,
It pours down,
From Heaven.
And the love...
Pours down,
It pours down,
Into my heart.
Fill me, fill me,
With your heart.
Fill me, fill me,
With your heart.
The love of God,
That cannot be measured.

The Rider

Ride on, my King
Ride on, my Lord
There he is on his white horse,
Who will smile if you look at him.
I think it's all sinking in,
What love is and what it means to me.
The Rider's ridin'...
The Rider's ridin'
Straight through my heart,
The Rider's callin'
Me back home again.
His other name is faithful and true,
Someone I wish I knew more.
I think it's all sinking in,
What love is and what it means to me.
Ride on, ride on,
With your army of angels.

Sanctified

O Lord my God,
Won't you take me by the hand.
I surrender to your will,
Please help me understand.
Your blood's in me,
Healing every wound.
The darkness fades,
Your Word, your light is the truth.
Sanctified by the blood of Jesus,
Purified by the blood of Jesus,
Glorified by the blood of Jesus.
You wrap me in your arms,
Forever and ever, Amen.

I Believe

Arise my friends,
Arise God's children.
Jesus,
Has risen you from death.
Open your hearts,
Open your eyes,
The Lord,
Has saved you for him.
I believe in Jesus,
I believe in the Spirit,
I believe in the Father.
If I ever stumble,
If I ever fall.
My Lord,
Is with me through it all.
He will never leave me,
He will love me more.
His spirit will guide me back home,
To my Father in Heaven.
Rise up to Jesus,
Rise up to your King.

My Butterfly

Melt my heart,
With your smile so bright.
Heaven has brought me,
A gift tonight.
A single look,
With your eyes so blue.
I found myself,
When God made you.
Isabella, my butterfly.
Dream again, and fly so high.
Bless this heart,
And all her dreaming ways.
Embrace this love,
Goodbye to those lonely days.
Sail with me,
Through the stormy weather,
Journey with me,
Tomorrow will bring forever.
Isabella, my butterfly.
Dream again, and touch the sky,
With your heart.

Queen Darlene

Queen Darlene,
Won't you dance with me?
By the moonlight tonight.
Queen Darlene,
Won't you dance with me?
By the firelight 'till three.
The cool blue river in her eyes,
Enchants my soul tonight, alright.
The fiery hot love in her heart,
Brings me higher and higher, tonight.
She opens my eyes to love,
She opens my heart to live.
My Queen Darlene,
Won't you dance with me?

Bleeding For Love

I traveled through space and time,
Just to find a way back home.
A place that I can call my own,
A place where I am free to roam.
And I found you there,
I found my long lost friend.
I searched everywhere,
I found you there at home...
Bleeding for love,
With your heart,
Bleeding for love.
I know I'm never on my own,
I know I'll never find another like you.
You're the one who shines the light,
Heavenly love in my sight again from you.
Open your heart,
And bleed for love.
I'm bleeding for love.

Golem's Cave

Down in Golem's Cave,
I drew you in.
Laughter upon your dying heart,
Nature of sin that greed within.
Dancing in Golem's Cave,
My precious, my muse.
Look into thse eyes,
The eyes of a dying man.
So precious to preserve,
So now here I am...
Down in Golem's Cave.

Dance In The Dayglow

I traveled down a different road,
I traveled through another world.
I finally found you there,
Where my heart would be.
I've left all I've ever owned,
I've left all I've ever known.
The peace I find with you,
Dance in the dayglow.
Dance in the dayglow,
Dance with me so slow.
I traveled through space and time,
Yet my heart could not find,
The love you gave to me,
When I called on you.
Left all that I have known,
Left all I've ever owned.
Finally found you there,
Where my heart would be.
Dance in the dayglow,
Dance with me so slow.
Dance with me,
Dance with me,
In that dayglow.

Peace To Islam

Descendants of the mother land,
Another brother from where I stand.
The peace I will send to you,
If you would not understand.
Peace I send to you,
And love I give to you.
Because the Son has set me free,
I can only believe to love you.
Brother from Jerusalem.

What Love Is

Fell down and broke my heart,
Now it's bringing me back to the start.
To find myself,
To remind myself,
Of what love is.
Went down that lonesome path,
Found out what was inside of me.
Now I'm fighting through the pain,
To live without love is to die without pain.
I find myself,
I remind myself,
Of what love is,
And what it means to me.

My Chariot

Putting the war mask on,
Fighting for my freedom.
Strapping guns to my leg,
'Cause you know I'm gonna need 'em.
My chariot,
Is gold within.
My chariot,
Is free from all sin.
Running after you,
Controlling the breathe of life.
Running out for you,
'Cause you know I'm gonna die.
Faster and faster...

Birth Of A New Day

The day is coming,
The dawn is breaking.
At midnight we sing,
Birth of a new day.
The lights are flashing,
The street is humming.
The song of the new,
The dead shall rise up.
Can you see me now?
Can you hear my voice?
Spread your wings and fly,
Open your heart and climb to me.
Wake up.

Dancing

I saw you dancing there,
Under my bed,
All dressed in red.
I saw you dancing there,
All in my head,
Tonight we dream we're dead.
Dancing now,
Round and round.
Creeping beneath my floor,
I found love,
But never opened the door.
In shadows I hide,
In darkness I lay,
The silence is fading away.
Black ink in this mockingbird's heart
Singing to you when we part.
Watch me dance,
Watch me dance in circles...
Watch me as I fall.

Sweet Angel (Memorial for Megan Warner)

A memory so sacred,
To all that knew her most.
Lifetime of treasure in our hearts,
Only the time and space can keep us all apart.
So sail on sweet angel,
Spread your wings of love.
We wait for the day to see you again,
We wait for a smile from a friend.
The depths of your love broken in tears,
The loss of you was our worst fear.
And dance a thousand dances,
Sing in your heart,
Dance up in Heaven,
With God next to you.

Castle Of Time

Floating down the castles of time,
With angels wings we press on.
Floating down the castles of time,
Shining moonlight brings in the dawn.
Get your groove on,
Before we move on...
Let your broken heart,
Be filled with loving light.
Let your broken heart,
Dream into the night.
Tearing down the walls,
That keeps us all apart.
Tearing down the walls,
Uniting our lonely hearts.

The Storms Of Life

Living through the storms of life,
One day at a time.
Sailing through clouds and thunder,
In the river of my mind.
One day I met God,
And he asked me.
He said "Son, what is it,
That you wanna be?"
I said "Lord you knew me,
Before I met me."
I said "Lord what is it,
that you want me to be?"
He said "Love me,
And I'll show you what's best for you.
Forgive and be forgiven,
It's all up to you."

Mother's Heart

An angel held me,
In her arms so true.
A mother with purity
A love so true.
Survived a storm,
And lived to survive.
Courage in her heart,
Strength in her eyes.
Unconditional love,
For all of us to receive,
Unconditional love,
For all of us to believe,
In a Mother's Heart.

Take Me Home

Of all you've taught me,
Was from your heart.
I thank the Heavens,
You've known right from the start.
Just how much you mean to me,
Just how much you care.
Forgiveness in your heart,
With so much love to bare-
Take me home.
Teach me O' Father,
What I'm supposed to do.
I lose my way,
Then you know exactly what to do.

Lost Souls

Where was your love?
When you found me there,
In the dead of night.
Unformed bones,
Have broken our love.
A lonely heart,
Has been taken.
Can you hear her?
Can you hear her cry,
Beneath your skin?
Can you feel her?
Can you feel her pain,
From the blood in your veins?
Demon butterflies,
Across your eyes.
Peering into,
Mother madness.
Sinful souls,
Unfold the mirrors.
And we see them,
In our sleep.
And she sings to me...
Darkness has fallen,
In your eyes I know,
Your desperate love,
Withers away.
God save us,
From these lost souls.

Rise Again

I see the light as it grows so dark,
And you fade away.
I think the sun will rise again,
As you turn away.
Feeding the beast,
Whatever he hungers for.
Tasting forever,
Searching for the door.
Slide down your black rainbow,
And leave me alone,
With my own reality.
Knowing you,
Were here to see.
Wishing your existence,
Would never be.
Rise again,
I was knocking at your door,
And I hunted for you.

Dying Dear

As the morning sunlight hits my face,
My dreams lie closer when I'm awake.
I bring to you my darkest fear,
To shed more light on why I'm here.
I bring to you my only choice,
I scream to you in this lonely voice.
I scream to you I have no choice,
I scream to you I have no choice.
Craving, crying, dying to breathe again.
Dying to breathe again.
Death is dreaming of my soul again,
Darkness is dancing, my only friend.
I cry to you can I be saved,
You laugh again and I awake.
My darkest hour I shall fear,
So say to me as you draw near.
You will live again my dying dear,
You will live again my dying dear.

Myrtles Garden

Lady in the tower,
With the nightmares at your feet.
Sunlight on your face,
I can hear you call my name.
Traveling so far away,
This is where we meet.
In Myrtles Garden,
Dancing beneath the trees.
In Myrtles Garden we danced..
Dragonflies above us,
Kissing where we meet.
Last night I heard you cry alone,
Weeping for your broken heart.
And still I feel you next to me,
Whispering a gentle song.
The wind gently sighed,
And the leaves fell like rain.
In Myrtles Garden we danced...
And I felt your spirit so close to me,
I can hear you whisper in my ear.
We danced the night away...
My heart is in your hands once again,
My sweet angel.

Ghost of an Indian Girl

Indian girl,
Wipe the blood from your hands.
Take me from my grave,
Dust the love from my bones.
The moon and the stars ignite,
From the fire in our hearts.
And I've waited for you...

Praying for the reign,
High upon this temple.
She was cast down by her gods,
But her bones are pure and simple.

Indian Girl,
Wipe the blood from your hands.
Open your heart to the sky,
Take me from my grave.
The sky grows colder now,
I miss you tonight.
I've waited until you found me.

I feel your spirit around me...

20 K

Shotgun dayglow,
Chaotic pistol.
Coming outta my brain,
Coming outta my brain.
Fully loaded,
Fully exploded.
All outta my brain,
All outta my brain.
Cab ride under the sea,
Twenty thousand leagues into my heart.
Cab ride under the sea,
Twenty thousand leagues ito my heart.
Daylight has broken across this,
River of madness.
Day break brings another,
Morning it seems.
The silence is broken,
The silence is broken.

Awake Dream

I dreamt I walked alone,
In the distance lay my desolate home.
I trembled for a moment,
As you take me,
All eyes are closed.
Cry with me,
Die with me tonight.
I dreamt I walked with you,
Your hot hands will cover my bones.
Kiss me again and again,
I said drown me,
With your sweet love tonight.
Cry with me,
Die with me tonight.
Madness taken,
God forsaken,
Misbehaving again.
Mend this rage in my head,
Words we have said,
In my dreams I sing to you,
We were all dead.
Whisper my name,
When your in his arms,
Dance with me tonight.
Whisper my name,
When your in his arms,
And dance one more time.
Tonight.

Paintings

Innocence faded,
Melted in the flames.
Spirits they were jaded,
These houses can't contain.
Bleeding tears,
Captured in the frame.
An angry child,
An orphan with no name.
In his burning heart,
His burning soul.
It haunts your head,
And leaves you cold.
Hanging upside down,
Spinning 'round and 'round.
The smoke rises up,
And covers you with a crown.
Let your fire fall, fire fall.

Diamond In The Ruff

Like the stars in the sky
I see the light, I see the light
In your eyes.
Like the winds of time
I feel alive, I feel alive
In your eyes.
Diamond in the ruff,
Uncovered by your sweet love.
The volcanoes of love
In your heart, in your heart
From above.
The endless love
I see the fire, I see the fire
In your eyes.

Resurrection

The dead shall rise,
The dead shall walk.
I've seen the light,
And now I talk.
The trump' shall sound,
The waves will crash.
Dust to dust,
Ash to ash.
The dawn will bring a new day.
My Father's Spirit will say,
"Open your heart my friend,
Let me pour my Love in."

Ghost In The Corner

There's a ghost in the corner of this room,
In a place where all hope was left behind.
Traveled all the way from Mexico,
Because he was shot down dead in the night.
Let the bones dance at midnight.
Let the banes cry by starlight.
There's a ghost in the corner of this room,
In a place where all hope was left behind.
We used to be cold simpaticos,
Now he wanders through the cold of the night.

Look Ahead

Now look ahead,
Where the roads have led,
And dreams have come true.
The love you share,
Will conquer all despair,
And keep you strong,
Here on after.

Caress

Red sadness,
In this desolate madness,
I thirst-
For another soul.
Filling the voids,
Of a black heart.
With a gentle,
Caress of your lips,
The nightmare ends.

We Dance Alone

Your heart is racing,
Your blood is pumping.
Our sweat is so sweet,
As we join this love together.
Our eyes are entranced,
Our lives are enhanced.
As we dance alone,
In this vivid night forever.
In a glance,
We dance again.
In my stare,
I'll take you there-
Where two hearts have loved once more.

Reflections

Drifting through the memories,
Of a life so deeply intertwined.
Faded past,
The smoke and broken mirrors.
I tell this lonely tale...
Crashing waves pass through the sea,
As close to you as to me.
I couldn't save us from drowning,
In the shallow pools of bitter tongues.
Danced in the reflection of our skies,
We loved.
Without a smile for me,
I couldn't be free,
From the heavenly prisons,
Embodied around you and me.
And through the rivers of sin we glided,
As sharks do in the night,
When they hunt their prey.
Only to choke on the smoke,
Of the burning fire set ablaze,
In the Garden of Eden.
After the serpent cast it's gaze,
Into the eyes of Eve.
Entrancing her to dance,
in her sinful silk and lace,
And bringing a grin,
To the faces of the unholy one.
Torn is her heart,
Death is her love.
She chances her will,
With no guilt from above.
And paradise is closed to you and I,
Forever we will live only to die.

Madman In The Mirror

I've seen the future,
In my dreams.
The skeptic vision,
Entranced me.
Those falling stars,
Crashed on the earth.
And melted the earth,
Of the dreamers at work.
I'm laughing harder,
At the reaper now,
And riding faster,
From these broken vows.
It's on my lips,
On the tip of my tongue.
This sharpened sword,
From the mouth of the Son.
Madman in the mirror,
Trancing his presence again.
Watching his soul depart,
And filled with shadows within.

Soul of Indigo

Mere words cannot fill,
The endless hole in my heart.
My sorrow overcomes my eyes.
The silence is shouting.
This pen won't write the memories.
I have found only loneliness,
Adrift in my dreams.
Frustrated full of hate,
Burnt from love's fire.
Consumed and smoldered in the dark night.
I lie awake each night,
Wandering, when is it my turn to die?
Why must I be dragged through life-
By the hair on my head?
Why can nothing good stay around me?
What is this curse put upon me?
Who put it there? Will it end?
I'm tired of fighting- fighting for happiness,
Fighting for love, when can it just be over?
When can I enjoy this life?
Seems to be dark,
Seems to be ending soon-
I dream.

Dreamer

There once was a dreamer, who loved his clouds, so blue.
A mere thought of another, how lovely she was.
Stranded in ecstasy, for a moment in time.
A lover's caper will soon be mine for the giving.
All that we are and all that I am is eternity.
Sinners, lovers, and givers compose yet not enough-
Of what we call life, and to be expected.
How far would you travel to kiss me for the last time?
Touch my soul with the caress of your lips,
And gently say goodnight.
To the one and only who ever believed in you.
More so than myself,
Yet never a ripple in the waters of creation.
Blue lights and best friends die.
I was never clever to the tongue amidst the human,
The pen shall reap my mind.
For some taste of the future and distortion of the past.
Prevalent is change and good,
But matrimony is the beginning to the end of the beginning.
A new cloud to emerse our existence-
Among the cave dwellers.

The Omega Morning

I have come for your soul,
I am here for your soul.
So you'll never be alone,
So you'll never be alone.

Seven black trumpets,
Played their song for me.
Seven angry spirits,
Shed their light unto thee.
This burning black night,
Will drown the faithful moon.
This death in your sight,
Will bleed our love dry.

I walked through the darkness,
With your eyes in my hand.
This burning black love,
Will cradle the universe again.
A touch of God's sadness,
All of you will see.
Slaves to the devil's madness,
Omega morning arise...arise.

Omega morning....
Arise, arise, arise with me.

Babylon baby is fallen,
Souls of the wicked are crawlin'.
The beast will be....
The widow of the night.

All will see...
The touch of God.

Soulful Madness

The pale moon above my head,
Warms my soul tonight.
The only friend I have,
Who will listen as I sing.

My songs of madness,
And of my breaking heart.
And of unspoken love,
And desolate starts.

My unworthy soul,
That turned into crimson red.
Those unending nights,
When I wished I were dead.

Just a step away,
From the house of redemption.
Just a breathe away,
From the sound of forgiveness.

I die each night for you,
For the prisons I put you in.
Tearing my heart apart,
Then mending it with your love.

The Battleground

Wipe the blood from your hands,
And the dirt from your smile.
Over and over and over you wash,
Left over, no lover for you to love.
Particular and patient, remove the dirt,
Dirt from your hands and evil from your heart.
Can you see the remnants of what you were?
Can you see the forgiveness,
At the base of your bones?
Over and over and over you scrub,
The blood away, let it wash away.
Frozen in time, an instant you knew,
The life of others ended so blue.
Their lips that were, so subtle and rich,
Filled with deceit, hate, and more of your trip.
Over and over and over you stare,
Into the mirror and see your despair.
Every flaw and imperfection brought a new,
Understanding of souls and their talisman too.

To Forgive

Jealousy has broken this rampant love.
Once like a dove, pure and free.
A serpent, so powerful, came to me.
Spoke kind words and convinced me to be,
Something I'm not, something I hate.
Nevermore broken hearted, so departed,
My love for the world, but mostly myself.
I must remove the hate,
From this old dusty shelf.
Kept from afar- away from you,
You never knew,
or so I told myself.
It all seems unreal,
The dream I never wanted to have,
The mistakes I never wanted to make,
The love I never wanted to break.
Beginning again-
Starting from the end of us all.
Death of love, birth of hate.
Where can all of the sinners wait?
For you to join me,
Or so I know you did,
I learned that when I was a kid,
Give what you get,
Get what you give-
Hopefully we're all strong enough-
To Forgive.

Voices

Hey there, over you
Someone is smiling in the dark
Kissing the burning flame
Wreaking of awaited death
Hey there, can you see you
Talking to me tomorrow
Your soul, he will let me borrow
Another kiss for your brain
Dripping wet from the night sweat
Daylight brings another regret
Mourning sings goodbye mother night
Help us save you
Listen to us again
Look through the mirror
See whose really not there
Terror Terror, but beware of the one
Who sings to your soul by night
And chants to the demons of fright
Wishes granted to those who pray to them.

Stolen

Lay me down my love, kiss me once
For the times I made you happy.
Lay me down my love, kiss me again
For the times I made you cry.
Hold my hand my love, so gently
For the times I held yours.
Caress my heart my love, so sweetly
For I loved you more than I.
Steal my soul my love, so quickly
For no one else has the power over me.
Gently weep my love, so sadly
For me body has met another.
Slowly pray me love, so truly
For my mistress has come.
She's taken me my love, so soon
For I will miss you greatly.
I love you my love, so completely
For no other will I wait for.

Creeping Back

I find myself,
Creeping back again.
I know it now,
Reaching for the end.
Death has told myself,
I'm your friend.
Whispered in my ear,
I will see you again.
Death is only dreaming of you.
The silence here after is so new.
I awake to find my soul so blue.
The stars in this night have come true.

Levee Beneath Us

Bones of broken men,
Seep into the slivers,
Of shattered human homes.
Blood feeds the vines,
Hanging from these pines.
Souls of the wicked one,
Hide beneath the levee tree.
Awaken the one,
Who denies the sun,
And forever entrances,
Those who dance with him.
Circle me now,
Chant with me now,
Rise with me.

Death's Lullaby

The raven sings,
The madness rings,
Up in the belfry,
He has something to tell me...
Broken by the words I've spoken,
Your black heart will taste my love.
Scraping the ashes from my eyes,
Draining the hate from my heart.
And whisper through the light,
Open your eyes into the night.
Gathering spirits hear my cry,
As we sing death's lullaby.
And she cries, nevermore,
As I creep, up to her door.
Calling madness to my door,
Letting the light look in.
Blinding my fright here in,
I taste your heart once more.
As I open the chamber door,
There was darkness there,
And nothing more.

Pilgrim Shadow

A word or two unspoken
Left to a ride of misfortune
Left in search of a man
Who's life fell beneath the sand
Quick and painless as though he might
Be fearful on this lonesome night
But riding on is where he intends
The rest of his life he will spend
Pilgrim shadow
Where can it be?
Pilgrim shadow
Why can't I see?

Three Moons To Go

Only three moons to go
'Till we see the end
Hip hip hooray
For it's all gonna end
'Bout time for some justice
'Bout time for revenge
'Bout time for revolution
So come and jump right in
Jump in, jump in
Let us begin
Jump in, jump in
It's all gonna end

Falling

So fast you come to me
Breathing your entity
What more can I do to
Deepen your love for me
So fast we fall into
Something safe
Numb me now
Can embrace forever
Kiss your face
Cry with me
And down we go
Into the little hole
We call home
And we fall.....

White Smoke Crawlin'

White smoke crawlin'
Black water crying
I'm gonna find a way
To get back to you
Trip death while dancing
Two lovers entrancing
Kiss the night sky
One more time again
This heart bleeds
Black love tonight
This heart needs
To end this night
Drifting down
This blue wall of sadness
Doing everything I can
To keep away the madness
Your demons claw
Desperately at my soul
Out of the darkness
Will my future unfold

A Wake Dream

I dreamt I walked alone
In the darkness lay me desolate home
I trembled for a moment
As you take me, All eyes are closed
Cry with me
Die with me tonight
I dreamt I danced alone
Cold hand will cover my bones
Kiss me again and again
Drown me with your bleeding heart
Cry with me
Die with me tonight
Madness taken
God forsaken
Misbehavings again
Mend this Rage in my head
Words we have said
In my dreams I sing to you
We are all dead
Whisper my name
Dance with me tonight

My Cold Room

Blackened spirit
Trembles beneath
Apart of me
Touched again
As it flies above
As I turn to you
I breathe again
In silence with you

Dreaming

Dreaming of you when I'm awake
I'm falling faster than my eyes can take
I sleep here waiting for you
Breathing in this moment forever
I have found my Heaven
Inside your eyes, so blue
Floating beneath your angel wings
To the sky I can only sing
Mending this broken heart tonight
Keep me safe and warm inside
Dreaming of....my lover's heart.

Back To Nothing

I sit on an empty box,
In my corner of the room.
Remnance of what you were,
And what we used to share.
How everything was so perfect,
So perfectly in place.
How did we get to nothing?
Nothing in this room,
Could bring you back to me.
How did we get to nothing?
You said I was the perfect,
One and only in my life.
I had my life complete,
With you as my wife.
I guess I should have seen,
What I didn't have to give.
Was it the power, pain, or fortune
That he deserves- to forgive?
No.

Oceans Apart

I found love today
Creeping beneath my floor
I walked a mile away
But never opened the door
I ran into myself
And cried to be no more
Black ink in this mocking bird's heart
The sadness lives, when shall we part
In shadows I hide
My deepest of loves
In darkness I lay
Breathing you in from above
This silence I fear
Fading faster since love
Black ink in this mocking bird's heart
Show me forever and keep us apart

One Raindrop

Quiet- nice and refreshing,
We are so insignificant to this place.
One raindrop in an ocean of life,
How much difference does it really make?

Ocean

Trapped in the comfortable conformities
Too scared to move up or down
Not knowing which way to go
This ocean I sit upon
Maybe others have seen it
-it's still new to me.

The Sky Is Falling

I look to the heavens,
And what do I see.
A great and mighty battle,
Happening before me.
I look to the earth,
And what do I find.
Ignorance and sin,
Scattered among the minds.
I'm so worried,
I'm so scared.
All of the terror,
And nobody cares.
The sky is falling,
And nobody gives a damn.
The sky is falling,
And I'm gonna stop it if I can.

Flavor

God is there,
God is here.
The world drinks him in,
But spits him out,
If not the right flavor.
Satan adjust his flavor,
To please the mouth,
but poisons the body.
Pleasure is overrated.
What feels good to the body,
Hurts the soul.

Sucker

I had a woman,
Who did everything.
She was cute,
A sweet little thing.
I had an eye,
Lazy for the chest.
I know she'd love me,
Far better than the rest.
Why is it so hard,
Keeping it in.
Why does this world,
Make it out to be a sin.
I'm always hungry,
Never can be full.
I'm always hungry,
I'm always hungry,
Got to remember the golden rule.
I got dirt in my eye,
Cat got my tongue.
I see her walking,
Maybe she's the one.

Realms

The heavens above are coming down,
The fires in hell are rollin' round'.

Struggles

Do my thoughts count?
Will the world listen to them-
Through music?
Damn the struggles I have.
So simple, but so complex.

Ashtray

Lives are burnt away,
Like cigarettes in my ashtray.
Wasted and meaningless,
Nothing in the same.

My Empty Cup

I'm feeling drowned
Like it ain't no thing
Something I've had before
And it ain't nothin' new
I look at my cup
And it sure seemed full
I look again
And it seems I'm getting old.
My world's passing by
I need some direction
I need  a finger to point me
And someway to make corrections

Rush

You left me standing here all alone,
Knowing I needed you and you were gone.
You left me needing this rush to live,
I need your drug so you can give.

Turn My Head

Turn my head
Keep me looking
That's what you want
That's what I need
A snicker or two, a nudge and a smile
Hey baby haven't seen you in awhile
Looking so good in those tight a** jeans
My eyes can love you even if your mean
You walk about with a cute little dance
Knowing who you want in your pants
Keep on walking and I'll keep looking
Or stop for a minute and I'll get it cooking

Burning Love

Darkness will fall once again this night
The tree will wither another leaf
Another soul will be lost forever
Ripping my skip as I charge within
The depths of your soul
This blood is in my eyes
As I scream silently in your ear
Wake up- it's only a dream
Shut up- it's harder than it seems
Consume me like you once knew
Breathe in my remorse and choke
Upon the smoke of burning love

Cringe

It kills me to see you and him,
So maybe I'll kill you too.
Death would be too nice,
Why can't you just hate me.
Get it over with,
Please, get it over with.
Make your decision,
Me or him, him or me.
I see you and can only cringe.
Tearing me up, breakin' me up,
Twisting my insides out.
I cannot lose this feeling of doubt.
I just scream and shout.
Leave me alone, leave me alone,
Let it be me who faces reality.
I cringe! when I see you
Cringe! when I hear you
Cringe! when I taste and feel you near me
Get away! Get away!
I want you to myself!

Black Ink

Black Ink in a mockingbird's heart,
So we're together and never apart.
Called this is, where it begins.
Frighten so slowly,
Farther away she comes.

Dead Man Walking

Shackles and chains,
The dust on the wall.
My only friend,
This rusty old cage.

On My Way

Sailing in the sky,
Wondering if I,
Can find a place to stay.
Or should I be, on my way.
A year or two ago,
I had a choice under me.
Land while the air is clear,
Or crash when I couldn't see.
Skimming the treetops of my mind,
Grazing each branch as I pass,
Feeling the rush of air,
One more hit and I won't care.

Manic Ways

Adrift I dance again
Between the lies within
My lovers have no end
I wish to die again
Sewing the Fabrics
Kissing the graves
Crying for another bloody way
Wishing she was mine
Loathing you for wine
I found you sleeping
And then you were mine
For the taken
Godforsaken
Misbehavings again
Haze in my head
Wish I had said
In the land of a thousand eyes
We are all dead
We've come for your soul
I am here for your soul
So you'll never be alone
Whisper my name
When your in his arms
Dance with me alone

Outta Place

Lookin' out
This pale window
Of pain, trapped inside
This ocean of conformity
Ripping my hair by the
Roots, the world is gonna die
So we should die in our own
Way and be happy about it. I'm
Not with this world, I want to be alone
F*** this man, who are you to tell me what
To do. you ain't my momma, get back
Before I strike you, just get outta my way,
Outta my face, and outta place, is why I'm all alone.
I'm tired of life and it's prison effect on me, spreadin'
My soul, every which way till I'm goin' nuts. But I
Can be not so unhappy some of the time but still be
Pissed off at you, just 'cause you're ugly and to damn hot.
Piss off.
This world is driving me down to the place I fear to go, stay home.
Pissed on.

Days of Past

I know that I'm leaving you,
But it doesn't mean I'm gone.
We'll always have our days of past,
And our memories will last for so long.
It's alright,
And it's ok.
To know that we'll miss each other,
We'll find a way.

Journey

Can you hear my thoughts?
From the depths of my soul.
Can you feel my words?
From the shadows of my mouth.
You sweep away my breath,
And my blankets of fear.
Let go of your concerns,
And be afloat in my dream.
Take this journey with me,
It's as good as it seems.

Showing Me The Light

I've been here for four long years,
Sharing my dreams and fears.
But I'm leaving all of you now,
The struggles aren't over somehow.
Oh I can't find the words,
Of all the good times we've had.
All of this is almost over,
I want you to know that I'm-
On my own,
Reaching further everyday.
All my dreams,
Are just one step away.
I can see clearly now,
My dangers are in sight,
Thank you for loving me,
Showing me the light.

Imperfections

Corruption of my youth,
Swallowed down-
Touches the very fire I walk on.
Amidst the dreaming stars,
I fall obliterated,
Circum by your infinite beauty.
Laid to rest in my graves of doubt,
I feel no more- turn about.
Falling free of all thought-
The center of me is you.
I breathe no more-
To think again-
To wound no more.
Sadly, in her eyes I see myself-
Untouched unvarnished,
Caressess of perfection,
Rolled in silk-
And gently breezed,
Like a summer day.
She dreams,
In the gentle blue of the night-
I found her.
As this blanket of love,
Warms her delicate body.

A Better Man

Who are we really?
Who completes the circle?
From the darkness emerged,
A better man-
With a vision,
And a dream.

Shores Of Doubt

Midnight among these mountains,
Blackened moon,
Stars gone away,
Hiding from the creatured night.
There arose a silence,
In the midst of the chaos.
The world has brought,
A mere shadow of-
What we've become.
Dark and pale,
With no feelings.
No emotions,
Just the instinct.
A soft voice,
Rings to my ears.
Crying for freedom,
Of the lonely world it dwells in,
Again and again.

Moments

Moments of you,
Pass by me again.
Moments of truth,
Held by me again.

Drowning In Whiskey Bay

Black nights a creepin'
Leaving shadows on the wall
Black nights a creepin'
Leaving shadows on the wall
I hear you don't love me-
And now I'm comin' for ya'll
I hear the door a knockin'
Come on baby let me in
I hear the door a knockin'
Come on baby let me in
Now you feel me close baby
Now let the dancin' begin
All night long
She cried...
All night long
she sighed....
All night long
She died.

One Ivy

Rough lives some have,
Yours was tough too.
But you kept your head up,
Even when things fell through.
You had everyone against you,
Doubts in your corner.
Reasons to quit,
I'm sorry you couldn't join her.
I will never lose,
My faith in you.
I still believe in,
My faith in you.
I stole one thing,
And can never get it back.
I took our friendship,
And threw it off track.
Your faith in me,
Has dwindled to nothing.
I will spend my days,
Searching for that something.
When the tree has withered away,
Only that one ivy can save my way.