The Sower

Lord, your words,
Are above all others.
Even above the anointed,
Sisters and Brothers.
Of all the truth,
That I've known.
The truth in you,
Are the seeds you've sown.

On My Way

I know I'm not alone,
But I feel Lonely.
I know I'm not afraid,
But I feel scared.
I know your with Lord,
And I'll soon be there.

My Cross

Please help me carry my cross,
Don't kick me when I'm down.
For even our Lord and Savior,
Three times fell down.
My cross is not as big as his was,
But it's my own true thoughts.
That the battles of my mind,
Some of them I won, and some I lost.
God's door is always open,
He's always there for me.
Like a firm foundation,
A mighty oak tree.
So whenever I see that trouble is near,
I look up to him and cry.
Lord take me out of this trouble I'm in,
And please don't let me die.
For his yoke is easy and burdens are light,
But somehow I fall in,
To the snares of that wicked one-
Who delights in our sin.
But Grace has made me able,
To get back on my feet again,
For when I wrestle with myself,
Each day I begin with fresh Grace again.

Hole In My Heart

I feel better when I'm insane,
Because I don't have to feel the pain.
I'm trying to wipe the memories away,
And running toward that dying day.
Why is it the faster I run,
God above says "I'm not done".
He wants me to face the pain,
And dump this insanity down the drain.
I've always had faith in him,
But struggled to keep the faith within.
I gave up on myself long ago,
Stopped caring about which way to go,
Stopped worrying about losing control,
In the end I'll pay the toll.
To cross that bridge to the other side,
Where I'll lay myself down to die.
But my body will only be asleep,
While everyone I love will stop and weep.
And maybe read my cries for help,
And pray my soul stays out of hell.

My Last Song

If this were my last song,
That ever flowed from my pen.
I want you all to know-
What could have been,
If I could do it all again.
I would have been a better man,
Smarter and wiser than I am,
I would have seen the mistakes,
Before I made them,
And made the choices-
I should have made.
I would have been better to all,
I would have seen it all,
The beauty in everyone,
Instead of all the faults-
Which reflected my own self thoughts.
I wouldn't have drowned myself,
In the river if high times.
I wouldn't have given up,
I wouldn't have to write this song,
Saying that I'm sorry,
For the pain that I have given.
Only crying from my heart,
Wanting only to be forgiven.

The Mississippi Ghost Queen

Down here along the bayous,
I've seen the Mississippi Ghost Queen.
Drifting through the swamp lands,
In my nightmares and my dreams.
She's inviting all the spirits here,
Then, taking them one by one.
Then capturing all the sinner's souls,
'Till The Captain says she's done.
The fog beneath the Bourbon Moon,
Conceals her dreadful path,
A midst the screams of the passengers,
You can hear The Captain's laugh.
She sings "come all you travelers,
Who want some wine and strong drink.
Meet the infamous Captain,
He's really not who you think."
Don't say I didn't warn you,
I been livin' down in New Orleans.
I've sailed upon that vessel,
Through my nightmares and my dreams.
Way back when the mutiny began,
That sailor didn't prevail.
Now he's Captain of his vessel,
That's headed straight to Hell.
The Captain was once a sailor,
Who fell from his Righteous Maker.
There's a ship down in New Orleans,
Who's called the Mississippi Ghost Queen.

All My Regrets, I Regret

So you say you want me dead,
For all the cold things that I've said.
For all the wrongs I couldn't make right,
For all the times hate blinded my sight.
I know the things I have done wrong,
So it's all right here, in my song.
Years gone by, and still I cry,
For all the regrets that I regret.
You know that I still love you,
I'll keep sayin' it 'till my face is blue.
I lost my mind, somewhere back then,
I didn't know now what I should have been.
A true friend, a true friend,
Someone, you could depend on 'till the end.
The past is done, and so am I,
Maybe you even want to know, why?
I was born with a scar upon my heart,
That always would get ripped apart.
I'd bleed the pain back onto you,
And sewed it back into these blues.
I'll be sorry my friends, until the end.
If I could start it all again-
I would have been true, faithful unto you...
And would have wrote "no regrets" in my song,
Now we can all sing along,
"All my Regrets, I Regret"-
In my song.

Deep Within

Reflections of pain...
First I received,
Then cast them back to you.
Born into this life...
I blame myself again,
At times, I don't know what to do.
But then, I only reflect-
The ghosts that haunted me,
When my life began...
Trapped inside my head,
Thoughts that never came true.
Some so good, some so bad.
Some so beautiful, some so sad.
Sometimes, I only think of myself,
And forget the troubles you're in,
Then I reflect that pain deep within.
I hide from it all,
And bury myself,
Deep within my sin....

Adam's Cry

Moonlight warps my eyes tonight,
It cradles me in my darkest fright.
I gently cut my thoughts away,
She took a walk with the devil today.
He walked into the garden,
And poisoned my innocent soul.

Kiss the sky for which has fallen,
Kindly consume what I have spoken.
Daylight brings these blues away,
Carry me near my lover's window.
He walked into the garden,
And poisoned my innocent soul.

The sweetest sounds I hear,
Hide my soul in fear.
I fell from my first love,
And now I'm naked to hear...
He walked into the garden,
And poisoned my innocent soul.

He crept inside my head tonight,
Lord, can you find me by morning?
He crept inside my head tonight,
Lord, can you find me by morning?

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time,
In a land not far away.
People were so kind,
And love was meant to stay.
Then the Queen came,
And swept it all away.
But only for a time,
Then love was here to stay.
Once upon a time,
Dreams did come true.
The magic of the heart,
Was so pure and so true.
Light is breaking through the darkness,
Love is piercing the cold hearts.
Remember the feelings of happiness,
Once upon a time... is a new heart.

Everlasting Father

When I fall down,
You pick me up.
When I cry,
You dry my tears.
When I lose Hope,
You send me love,
When I'm empty,
You fill me up.
Everlasting Father,
You Love me completely.
Everlasting Father,
You Love me eternally.
Your Love is unfailing,
Your Grace is amazing.
Your Son is my Saviour,
There is no replacing,
Your love.

I Surrender

Walking on this winding road,
Revelation to unfold,
The nature of God's true love,
He's guiding me from up above, again.
I reach my hands into the sky,
With my heart I ask him, why?
What I've done to deserve this love,
He answers me from up above, again.
And still I breathe,
The promise made to me.
Completely Broken,
I surrender,
God has Spoken,
I will remember, His Love.

Risen King

Jesus the Risen King,
Creator of everything,
And I give my life to you.
You are the King of Kings,
Our God above all things,
And I give my heart to you.
You rose from death to life,
You were the sacrifice,
Jesus, you are my King.
You are the chosen one,
God's one begotten Son,
Jesus, the Risen King.
And I Praise your name,
And your Love proclaim,
You are the author of life,
And I know that You are my King.
Rejoice, rejoice!
Rejoice, rejoice!
Rejoice, rejoice!
The Father welcomes you in.

Miracle Son

He was born in Bethlehem,
Formed by God's own hand.
Given to a Blessed mother,
Destined to be like no other.
A Miracle Son,
Was born to save us.
A Miracle Son,
Who gave his life for us.
His name is Jesus,
For God is with us.
He came to set us free,
And to live eternally.
He carried his cross,
And searched for the lost.
Proclaimed for all to see,
He died for you and me.

Prince of Lunacy

Sit I trip, I trip to you
Hanging babies on the wall.
Like pictures from this hell,
Take another one for me.
Wake dream, nightmare scream,
Throwing down my past again.
Pulling forth the lust within,
My dancing days are dark and few.
Here lay and think of you,
Saving my last breathe to who.
Maybe the answer,
Lies only in you.
In fear lies death,
In spirit we are free.
In death lies myself,
Awakened from you.
Bastard Prince of Lunacy,
You know the king beneath the streets.
You have knelt and washed his feet,
At your own dark table.

Get Back Up Again

When you get down,
Get back up again.
When you get low,
Scream rise again.
When the rain is pouring down,
And you're feeling drowned out.
Put your hip boots on,
And wade 'till the water runs out.
Wading in the water...
When your heart is feeling blue,
That sadness grows inside of you.
Slap it in the face,
And kick start these blues inside of you.
Wading in the Blues water....

Crept Inside

Moonlight warps my eyes tonight,
Cradle me in my darkest fright.
Gently cut your thoughts away,
And take a walk with the devil today.
Kiss the sky for which has fallen,
Kindly consume what I have spoken.
Daylight brings these blues away,
Carry us near my lover's window.
The sweetest sounds I hear,
Hide my soul in fear.
He walks into the garden,
And poisons the innocent soul.
Crept inside your head tonight,
Can you find me by morning.
Crept inside your head tonight,
Can you find me by mourning.

Cry No More

Take this pleasure I send,
Said the voice of a prophet,
And send it again.
Your caskets of fear,
Hide the empty shells of myself.
Corrupt no more,
The strings in my spine.
Remember the voices,
What they whispered so softly.
Say goodbye and move slowly away,
Cry no more and feel no pain.

Shell Of A Man

Trapped inside this shell of a man,
Insanity has brought,
Dominance of my land.
Peace be this maker,
This conquest of lust,
Prominant forthcomings of trust.
Bittersweet my death inside,
Awake we lie in our graves tonight,

Dancing Doves

Sleeping Angels in my room,
The sweet smell of tenderness.
Melt this broken heart,
And fill me completely.
Blessed are the innocent,
Dreaming of dancing doves,
Humble me again,
When my eyes are closed.

Prying My Way

Your darkest light,
Breaks through my window and speaks.
My ears bleed in spite of this mourning.
Scents of mist circle you completely,
And wet the tongue that cut me slowly,
And carved inside of me what I couldn't see.
Break away in parts that are sweet-
Watch me as I devour you, neatly.
Gentle and I, this lover, this friend.
A slow end I will soon descend unto you-
And cry once for your black heart's desire,
And scream twice, for this time I am the liar.
Prying my way- So I'm inside,
This fantasy of an obsessed mind.
Prying my way- so you confide,
You swallow the truth I fed to you.
Smelling my fears again,
I feel this disillusion in me.
Consumes the mouth of sanity,
And scratches like nails of luminosity.

Echoes Of Her Soul

And I die again,
In my lover's arms.
The red candle burns,
This hatred to the ground.
And I cry again,
I'm finally releasing the pain.
So how I learn,
She's the angel of my heart.
And she sings to me,
Echoes of her soul,
And she sings to me,
Echoes of her soul.
Flowers in her heart,
Her beauty blossoms from within.
She soothes my soul,
And cages the beast inside of me.
Deep inside my veins,
My blood now runs gently through.
Only she can tame me,
And simmer the flaming fire.

Dreaming I Had A Friend

Reflections in the mirror once again,
The sadness turns away my friends.
Trapped in this broken heart,
Praying, I return to the start.
I've seen the Angels start to cry,
I've wished for another life.
Living to see the end,
Dreaming I had a friend.

Into The Moonlight

I am thinking of you,
My sweet blue.
Into the moonlight,
We ride tonight,
On this subtle ground,
We call Earth.

All I Have

When I'm down,
My God is still good to me.
When I stumble and fall,
My Lord sets me free.
All I have and All I am is for God.
All that I have and all that I am,
Is for the Father, the Son, and the Spirit.
Let us surpass the times when I fell from the path,
I shall run to the Cross,
So the Blood that's flowing shall save me.
Yes, Lord Jesus.
My Healer and redeemer.
Comfort me in this time of hardship and suffering.
You are our light Lord,
Please give us strength.
And you are here,
And you are all I hear speaking inside of me,
It echoes my mind,
With me until the last cloud fades away.
And we ascend,
With the Kingdom here and his Will be done.
We ascend and renew our bodies.
We ascend,
And rise with the light of the world.

Let Us Fly

Jesus commands us,
To love each other to the fullest.
So that we may strengthen the harmony,
within the spiritual realm - of humanity.
Connected by God's love,
Through the Holy Spirit.
We are all bodies on this earth,
For a short time.
Like a mist in the cool breeze,
That will pass away.
So let us fly, peacefully-
So let us fly in love.
Let us transcend,
Our spirits with God's,
To renew our empty hearts.
Open me up,
Pour your love out.
Lift me from the dirt I'm in,
Wash away my many sins.

Thank you

Thank you for the good times,
That stuck in my heart.
Even through the bad times,
When I would fall a part.

Imagination

Imagination is reality,
not yet achieved,
Through time and space.
Imagination is planned thought-
Think and we live.

Healed In You

Give us strength,
In you we trust.
Our broken hearts,
Are healed in you.

Journeys of Love

Journeys of love,
Trails of sorrow.
What tomorrow brings,
We shall rise up.
And fight for,
The Glory of God.

My Honor

As long as the nights are long,
You will be here with me.
As long as the sweet summer dream,
Dances in the mind of myself.
My Honor.

Sunlight

At night I dream of,
The great light,
Inside his soul.
All is above,
God is above.
We must
Rise up, Rise up.
Timid not,
Fair Lady.
In your sweet eye,
Of sunlight.
Sweet Lord,
Rise up,
Fight for me,
I know you win.

No Place Like Home

If there's a twister in the sky,
There's no place like home,
With you, with you.
Jehovah, Father
Mighty King of Kings.
Storm side highland healed,
Over again she smiles.
Look up for revival,
Send us a sign,
Of Love.

Precious Love

Uncover me from this blanket of sadness,
Uncover me from this temple of madness.
Open my heart to love again,
Fill my bones deep within my soul.
Because all I saw was black,
All I saw was black.
The fire in my heart attacks,
The evil that turned my back,
On Precious Love.

The Grace of God

Things will never be the same,
It seems like the world's to blame.
For life's gotcha down,
For a minute or two.
But When you look up to the sky,
And scream to God, "Why"?
There's only one answer to satisfy you.
Our Father has a place,
For everyone in his heart.
And where we are today,
Is only the very start.
The Kingdom is at hand,
The Grace of God is here.
So thank Him for the good things,
That's given through the years.
Thank Him for the good times,
You've spent with your family.
Thank Him for the answers,
And the dreams that are meant to be.
Thank Him for the goodness,
That lies in each one of us.
Love Him forever,
And forever in Him, we trust.

Look Ahead

Now look ahead,
Where the roads have led,
And dreams have come true.
The love you share,
Will conquer all despair,
And keep you string here on after.

Eternity

An eternity with you,
An eternity with you.
To feel your heart,
An eternity with you.
Feel my soul,
Fill my soul.
With your Love,
With your Love.
An eternity with you,
Is all I'll ever need.
An eternity with you,
Is all I'll ever need.
You feel my heart,
You feel my soul.
And it's all for you,
And it's all for you.
An eternity with you,
An eternity with you.
I open the door,
To my heart.
And let you in...

For My Wife, Kelly

Love in your eyes,
Beauty in your heart,
Nothing will ever tear us apart.
Endless seas, oceans blue-
I give it all to you. 
I lift you up,
I give you our dreams,
A perfect life by any means.
A marriage joined by God,
Never to be torn apart.
The seas have roared,
The storms did come,
Left us with our hearts,
Washed clean of tearing us apart.
We've made it through,
The good times and bad.
Never again,
Will I let you be sad.
I give you my heart,
I give you my word.
I give you my hand,
To hold as I stand.
Upon this rock,
The new me-
I am free,
We are free indeed.
Blessings of a daughter,
We share them so well.
You are the best mother,
I have only good to tell.
Your Love, kindness, and patience,
Help keep us free.
You are strong, bold, and beautiful,
A mighty queen in my eyes;
Passionate enough to embrace,
The rest of our lives.
I Love you completely,
I Love you so true,
Every minute of the day,
I fall more in love with you.

To The Sky

I look to the sky to see the future,
I look through my eyes and find you there.
If your broken and torn apart,
Let's get right back to the heart.
I try to disguise my true feelings,
I only find my heart open and bare.
I've been waiting,
Here so long now.
No hesitating,
You belong there.

New Heart

Sunlight crashes in,
Tomorrow brings today.
Explosions of new life,
A birth is on the way.
Await and I'll find you there,
Awaken your heart to me.
Await and I'll find you there,
I will set you free.
An angel descends upon,
A broken heart made new.
The Cross defines the soul,
A new heart will be true.

Dogs of War

The dogs of war are runnin',
Faster than the eye can see.
Controlling the hate within,
Unknown soldiers are dead to be.
Guns in their hands,
Evil in their eyes,
Disposing of life.
Chanting your gonna die,
Chanting your gonna die.
The dogs of war are livin',
Somewhere inside of you.
The passions of their heart,
Some believe to be true.
Bleed within,
Back to life.
Breathe within,
Never gonna die.

Angels

There are angels all around me,
There are angels all around you.
They will lift us up,
And keep us in all of our ways.
They will lift us up,
In their Heavenly hands.
Speak to me my angel,
I can hear your sweet, sweet words.
Speak to me my angel,
I can hear your sweet, sweet song.
Singing, Holy is the Lord,
Holy is his name.

A Mother's Fire

Cold and broken,
She came in.
Scared and so afraid,
Of what the world let in.
Sometimes she feels,
So alone.
Sometimes she cries,
To be alone.
She looks up to the sky,
And the heavens rain down.
He fills her heart again,
When she's hit the ground.
She looks up to the sky,
And sees another day.
A mother's broken heart,
Is healed again today.
She's living for a girl,
Who just came into this life.
She's starting all again,
With the kingdom in her mind.
The fire's in her heart,
And it's sure gonna stay.
Her love is for the Lord,
And her daughter's dreams today.

Entrancing Moments

The sunlight dances in your eyes,
And sings it's sweet song to me,
I melt with you.
The wind carried me home,
Gently caressed your smile,
And sent it over to me,
I smiled again.
Endless entrancing moments,
Discover our love again.
Lost amidst the thrill of it all,
I cried when she brought me back again.

Sleep In The Storm

I look to the sky and I see,
A storm rolling in all around me.
I look to the east and there I find,
A road that leads to my bitter end.
I look to the west and I cannot deny,
There I've been broken and buried again.
The world may be crashing,
My life may be flashing.
My heart is still carried by him,
I can sleep through the storm I'm in.
Lost in my world of doubt,
Searching for my faith.
I look behind to the road that I passed by,
Where the troubles have come my way.
I see the road that you've got me on,
And the wings you give me each new day.
Of all the burdens I have,
Of all the troubles I face.
None are too heavy for me,
None are great for Grace.
Into the Storm...
Into the Storm...
I look ahead to the road I'm searching for,
A place where all of my dreams come true.
I look down the road I'm traveling on,
Where my soul is one with truth.
Sleep in the Storm

O Jerusalem

O Jerusalem,
Shine your light, tonight.
O Jerusalem,
Be full of light.
Let the blood (of Jesus) cover,
That heavenly city.
Let the white light of Christ,
Shine down tonight.
Let the footprints of Christ appear,
Signs and wonders,
Let them flow.

Crucified

Crucified for you.
He came and died,
And gave his life,
So you may live.
Crucified for you,
Believe in him,
Be born again,
End all of your suffering.
All you gotta do,
Is call his name...
Jesus,
Holy Jesus,
Precious Jesus,
Son of the Father.

Fill Me

Fill me, fill me,
With your Spirit.
The peace of God,
That passes all understanding.
And the love...
Pours down,
It pours down,
From Heaven.
And the love...
Pours down,
It pours down,
Into my heart.
Fill me, fill me,
With your heart.
Fill me, fill me,
With your heart.
The love of God,
That cannot be measured.

The Rider

Ride on, my King
Ride on, my Lord
There he is on his white horse,
Who will smile if you look at him.
I think it's all sinking in,
What love is and what it means to me.
The Rider's ridin'...
The Rider's ridin'
Straight through my heart,
The Rider's callin'
Me back home again.
His other name is faithful and true,
Someone I wish I knew more.
I think it's all sinking in,
What love is and what it means to me.
Ride on, ride on,
With your army of angels.

Sanctified

O Lord my God,
Won't you take me by the hand.
I surrender to your will,
Please help me understand.
Your blood's in me,
Healing every wound.
The darkness fades,
Your Word, your light is the truth.
Sanctified by the blood of Jesus,
Purified by the blood of Jesus,
Glorified by the blood of Jesus.
You wrap me in your arms,
Forever and ever, Amen.

I Believe

Arise my friends,
Arise God's children.
Jesus,
Has risen you from death.
Open your hearts,
Open your eyes,
The Lord,
Has saved you for him.
I believe in Jesus,
I believe in the Spirit,
I believe in the Father.
If I ever stumble,
If I ever fall.
My Lord,
Is with me through it all.
He will never leave me,
He will love me more.
His spirit will guide me back home,
To my Father in Heaven.
Rise up to Jesus,
Rise up to your King.

My Butterfly

Melt my heart,
With your smile so bright.
Heaven has brought me,
A gift tonight.
A single look,
With your eyes so blue.
I found myself,
When God made you.
Isabella, my butterfly.
Dream again, and fly so high.
Bless this heart,
And all her dreaming ways.
Embrace this love,
Goodbye to those lonely days.
Sail with me,
Through the stormy weather,
Journey with me,
Tomorrow will bring forever.
Isabella, my butterfly.
Dream again, and touch the sky,
With your heart.

Queen Darlene

Queen Darlene,
Won't you dance with me?
By the moonlight tonight.
Queen Darlene,
Won't you dance with me?
By the firelight 'till three.
The cool blue river in her eyes,
Enchants my soul tonight, alright.
The fiery hot love in her heart,
Brings me higher and higher, tonight.
She opens my eyes to love,
She opens my heart to live.
My Queen Darlene,
Won't you dance with me?

Bleeding For Love

I traveled through space and time,
Just to find a way back home.
A place that I can call my own,
A place where I am free to roam.
And I found you there,
I found my long lost friend.
I searched everywhere,
I found you there at home...
Bleeding for love,
With your heart,
Bleeding for love.
I know I'm never on my own,
I know I'll never find another like you.
You're the one who shines the light,
Heavenly love in my sight again from you.
Open your heart,
And bleed for love.
I'm bleeding for love.

Golem's Cave

Down in Golem's Cave,
I drew you in.
Laughter upon your dying heart,
Nature of sin that greed within.
Dancing in Golem's Cave,
My precious, my muse.
Look into thse eyes,
The eyes of a dying man.
So precious to preserve,
So now here I am...
Down in Golem's Cave.

Dance In The Dayglow

I traveled down a different road,
I traveled through another world.
I finally found you there,
Where my heart would be.
I've left all I've ever owned,
I've left all I've ever known.
The peace I find with you,
Dance in the dayglow.
Dance in the dayglow,
Dance with me so slow.
I traveled through space and time,
Yet my heart could not find,
The love you gave to me,
When I called on you.
Left all that I have known,
Left all I've ever owned.
Finally found you there,
Where my heart would be.
Dance in the dayglow,
Dance with me so slow.
Dance with me,
Dance with me,
In that dayglow.

Peace To Islam

Descendants of the mother land,
Another brother from where I stand.
The peace I will send to you,
If you would not understand.
Peace I send to you,
And love I give to you.
Because the Son has set me free,
I can only believe to love you.
Brother from Jerusalem.

What Love Is

Fell down and broke my heart,
Now it's bringing me back to the start.
To find myself,
To remind myself,
Of what love is.
Went down that lonesome path,
Found out what was inside of me.
Now I'm fighting through the pain,
To live without love is to die without pain.
I find myself,
I remind myself,
Of what love is,
And what it means to me.

My Chariot

Putting the war mask on,
Fighting for my freedom.
Strapping guns to my leg,
'Cause you know I'm gonna need 'em.
My chariot,
Is gold within.
My chariot,
Is free from all sin.
Running after you,
Controlling the breathe of life.
Running out for you,
'Cause you know I'm gonna die.
Faster and faster...

Birth Of A New Day

The day is coming,
The dawn is breaking.
At midnight we sing,
Birth of a new day.
The lights are flashing,
The street is humming.
The song of the new,
The dead shall rise up.
Can you see me now?
Can you hear my voice?
Spread your wings and fly,
Open your heart and climb to me.
Wake up.

Dancing

I saw you dancing there,
Under my bed,
All dressed in red.
I saw you dancing there,
All in my head,
Tonight we dream we're dead.
Dancing now,
Round and round.
Creeping beneath my floor,
I found love,
But never opened the door.
In shadows I hide,
In darkness I lay,
The silence is fading away.
Black ink in this mockingbird's heart
Singing to you when we part.
Watch me dance,
Watch me dance in circles...
Watch me as I fall.

Sweet Angel (Memorial for Megan Warner)

A memory so sacred,
To all that knew her most.
Lifetime of treasure in our hearts,
Only the time and space can keep us all apart.
So sail on sweet angel,
Spread your wings of love.
We wait for the day to see you again,
We wait for a smile from a friend.
The depths of your love broken in tears,
The loss of you was our worst fear.
And dance a thousand dances,
Sing in your heart,
Dance up in Heaven,
With God next to you.

Castle Of Time

Floating down the castles of time,
With angels wings we press on.
Floating down the castles of time,
Shining moonlight brings in the dawn.
Get your groove on,
Before we move on...
Let your broken heart,
Be filled with loving light.
Let your broken heart,
Dream into the night.
Tearing down the walls,
That keeps us all apart.
Tearing down the walls,
Uniting our lonely hearts.

The Storms Of Life

Living through the storms of life,
One day at a time.
Sailing through clouds and thunder,
In the river of my mind.
One day I met God,
And he asked me.
He said "Son, what is it,
That you wanna be?"
I said "Lord you knew me,
Before I met me."
I said "Lord what is it,
that you want me to be?"
He said "Love me,
And I'll show you what's best for you.
Forgive and be forgiven,
It's all up to you."

Mother's Heart

An angel held me,
In her arms so true.
A mother with purity
A love so true.
Survived a storm,
And lived to survive.
Courage in her heart,
Strength in her eyes.
Unconditional love,
For all of us to receive,
Unconditional love,
For all of us to believe,
In a Mother's Heart.

Take Me Home

Of all you've taught me,
Was from your heart.
I thank the Heavens,
You've known right from the start.
Just how much you mean to me,
Just how much you care.
Forgiveness in your heart,
With so much love to bare-
Take me home.
Teach me O' Father,
What I'm supposed to do.
I lose my way,
Then you know exactly what to do.

Lost Souls

Where was your love?
When you found me there,
In the dead of night.
Unformed bones,
Have broken our love.
A lonely heart,
Has been taken.
Can you hear her?
Can you hear her cry,
Beneath your skin?
Can you feel her?
Can you feel her pain,
From the blood in your veins?
Demon butterflies,
Across your eyes.
Peering into,
Mother madness.
Sinful souls,
Unfold the mirrors.
And we see them,
In our sleep.
And she sings to me...
Darkness has fallen,
In your eyes I know,
Your desperate love,
Withers away.
God save us,
From these lost souls.

Rise Again

I see the light as it grows so dark,
And you fade away.
I think the sun will rise again,
As you turn away.
Feeding the beast,
Whatever he hungers for.
Tasting forever,
Searching for the door.
Slide down your black rainbow,
And leave me alone,
With my own reality.
Knowing you,
Were here to see.
Wishing your existence,
Would never be.
Rise again,
I was knocking at your door,
And I hunted for you.

Dying Dear

As the morning sunlight hits my face,
My dreams lie closer when I'm awake.
I bring to you my darkest fear,
To shed more light on why I'm here.
I bring to you my only choice,
I scream to you in this lonely voice.
I scream to you I have no choice,
I scream to you I have no choice.
Craving, crying, dying to breathe again.
Dying to breathe again.
Death is dreaming of my soul again,
Darkness is dancing, my only friend.
I cry to you can I be saved,
You laugh again and I awake.
My darkest hour I shall fear,
So say to me as you draw near.
You will live again my dying dear,
You will live again my dying dear.

Myrtles Garden

Lady in the tower,
With the nightmares at your feet.
Sunlight on your face,
I can hear you call my name.
Traveling so far away,
This is where we meet.
In Myrtles Garden,
Dancing beneath the trees.
In Myrtles Garden we danced..
Dragonflies above us,
Kissing where we meet.
Last night I heard you cry alone,
Weeping for your broken heart.
And still I feel you next to me,
Whispering a gentle song.
The wind gently sighed,
And the leaves fell like rain.
In Myrtles Garden we danced...
And I felt your spirit so close to me,
I can hear you whisper in my ear.
We danced the night away...
My heart is in your hands once again,
My sweet angel.

Ghost of an Indian Girl

Indian girl,
Wipe the blood from your hands.
Take me from my grave,
Dust the love from my bones.
The moon and the stars ignite,
From the fire in our hearts.
And I've waited for you...

Praying for the reign,
High upon this temple.
She was cast down by her gods,
But her bones are pure and simple.

Indian Girl,
Wipe the blood from your hands.
Open your heart to the sky,
Take me from my grave.
The sky grows colder now,
I miss you tonight.
I've waited until you found me.

I feel your spirit around me...

20 K

Shotgun dayglow,
Chaotic pistol.
Coming outta my brain,
Coming outta my brain.
Fully loaded,
Fully exploded.
All outta my brain,
All outta my brain.
Cab ride under the sea,
Twenty thousand leagues into my heart.
Cab ride under the sea,
Twenty thousand leagues ito my heart.
Daylight has broken across this,
River of madness.
Day break brings another,
Morning it seems.
The silence is broken,
The silence is broken.

Awake Dream

I dreamt I walked alone,
In the distance lay my desolate home.
I trembled for a moment,
As you take me,
All eyes are closed.
Cry with me,
Die with me tonight.
I dreamt I walked with you,
Your hot hands will cover my bones.
Kiss me again and again,
I said drown me,
With your sweet love tonight.
Cry with me,
Die with me tonight.
Madness taken,
God forsaken,
Misbehaving again.
Mend this rage in my head,
Words we have said,
In my dreams I sing to you,
We were all dead.
Whisper my name,
When your in his arms,
Dance with me tonight.
Whisper my name,
When your in his arms,
And dance one more time.
Tonight.

Paintings

Innocence faded,
Melted in the flames.
Spirits they were jaded,
These houses can't contain.
Bleeding tears,
Captured in the frame.
An angry child,
An orphan with no name.
In his burning heart,
His burning soul.
It haunts your head,
And leaves you cold.
Hanging upside down,
Spinning 'round and 'round.
The smoke rises up,
And covers you with a crown.
Let your fire fall, fire fall.

Diamond In The Ruff

Like the stars in the sky
I see the light, I see the light
In your eyes.
Like the winds of time
I feel alive, I feel alive
In your eyes.
Diamond in the ruff,
Uncovered by your sweet love.
The volcanoes of love
In your heart, in your heart
From above.
The endless love
I see the fire, I see the fire
In your eyes.

Resurrection

The dead shall rise,
The dead shall walk.
I've seen the light,
And now I talk.
The trump' shall sound,
The waves will crash.
Dust to dust,
Ash to ash.
The dawn will bring a new day.
My Father's Spirit will say,
"Open your heart my friend,
Let me pour my Love in."

Ghost In The Corner

There's a ghost in the corner of this room,
In a place where all hope was left behind.
Traveled all the way from Mexico,
Because he was shot down dead in the night.
Let the bones dance at midnight.
Let the banes cry by starlight.
There's a ghost in the corner of this room,
In a place where all hope was left behind.
We used to be cold simpaticos,
Now he wanders through the cold of the night.

Look Ahead

Now look ahead,
Where the roads have led,
And dreams have come true.
The love you share,
Will conquer all despair,
And keep you strong,
Here on after.

Caress

Red sadness,
In this desolate madness,
I thirst-
For another soul.
Filling the voids,
Of a black heart.
With a gentle,
Caress of your lips,
The nightmare ends.

We Dance Alone

Your heart is racing,
Your blood is pumping.
Our sweat is so sweet,
As we join this love together.
Our eyes are entranced,
Our lives are enhanced.
As we dance alone,
In this vivid night forever.
In a glance,
We dance again.
In my stare,
I'll take you there-
Where two hearts have loved once more.

Reflections

Drifting through the memories,
Of a life so deeply intertwined.
Faded past,
The smoke and broken mirrors.
I tell this lonely tale...
Crashing waves pass through the sea,
As close to you as to me.
I couldn't save us from drowning,
In the shallow pools of bitter tongues.
Danced in the reflection of our skies,
We loved.
Without a smile for me,
I couldn't be free,
From the heavenly prisons,
Embodied around you and me.
And through the rivers of sin we glided,
As sharks do in the night,
When they hunt their prey.
Only to choke on the smoke,
Of the burning fire set ablaze,
In the Garden of Eden.
After the serpent cast it's gaze,
Into the eyes of Eve.
Entrancing her to dance,
in her sinful silk and lace,
And bringing a grin,
To the faces of the unholy one.
Torn is her heart,
Death is her love.
She chances her will,
With no guilt from above.
And paradise is closed to you and I,
Forever we will live only to die.

Madman In The Mirror

I've seen the future,
In my dreams.
The skeptic vision,
Entranced me.
Those falling stars,
Crashed on the earth.
And melted the earth,
Of the dreamers at work.
I'm laughing harder,
At the reaper now,
And riding faster,
From these broken vows.
It's on my lips,
On the tip of my tongue.
This sharpened sword,
From the mouth of the Son.
Madman in the mirror,
Trancing his presence again.
Watching his soul depart,
And filled with shadows within.

Soul of Indigo

Mere words cannot fill,
The endless hole in my heart.
My sorrow overcomes my eyes.
The silence is shouting.
This pen won't write the memories.
I have found only loneliness,
Adrift in my dreams.
Frustrated full of hate,
Burnt from love's fire.
Consumed and smoldered in the dark night.
I lie awake each night,
Wandering, when is it my turn to die?
Why must I be dragged through life-
By the hair on my head?
Why can nothing good stay around me?
What is this curse put upon me?
Who put it there? Will it end?
I'm tired of fighting- fighting for happiness,
Fighting for love, when can it just be over?
When can I enjoy this life?
Seems to be dark,
Seems to be ending soon-
I dream.

Dreamer

There once was a dreamer, who loved his clouds, so blue.
A mere thought of another, how lovely she was.
Stranded in ecstasy, for a moment in time.
A lover's caper will soon be mine for the giving.
All that we are and all that I am is eternity.
Sinners, lovers, and givers compose yet not enough-
Of what we call life, and to be expected.
How far would you travel to kiss me for the last time?
Touch my soul with the caress of your lips,
And gently say goodnight.
To the one and only who ever believed in you.
More so than myself,
Yet never a ripple in the waters of creation.
Blue lights and best friends die.
I was never clever to the tongue amidst the human,
The pen shall reap my mind.
For some taste of the future and distortion of the past.
Prevalent is change and good,
But matrimony is the beginning to the end of the beginning.
A new cloud to emerse our existence-
Among the cave dwellers.

The Omega Morning

I have come for your soul,
I am here for your soul.
So you'll never be alone,
So you'll never be alone.

Seven black trumpets,
Played their song for me.
Seven angry spirits,
Shed their light unto thee.
This burning black night,
Will drown the faithful moon.
This death in your sight,
Will bleed our love dry.

I walked through the darkness,
With your eyes in my hand.
This burning black love,
Will cradle the universe again.
A touch of God's sadness,
All of you will see.
Slaves to the devil's madness,
Omega morning arise...arise.

Omega morning....
Arise, arise, arise with me.

Babylon baby is fallen,
Souls of the wicked are crawlin'.
The beast will be....
The widow of the night.

All will see...
The touch of God.

Soulful Madness

The pale moon above my head,
Warms my soul tonight.
The only friend I have,
Who will listen as I sing.

My songs of madness,
And of my breaking heart.
And of unspoken love,
And desolate starts.

My unworthy soul,
That turned into crimson red.
Those unending nights,
When I wished I were dead.

Just a step away,
From the house of redemption.
Just a breathe away,
From the sound of forgiveness.

I die each night for you,
For the prisons I put you in.
Tearing my heart apart,
Then mending it with your love.

The Battleground

Wipe the blood from your hands,
And the dirt from your smile.
Over and over and over you wash,
Left over, no lover for you to love.
Particular and patient, remove the dirt,
Dirt from your hands and evil from your heart.
Can you see the remnants of what you were?
Can you see the forgiveness,
At the base of your bones?
Over and over and over you scrub,
The blood away, let it wash away.
Frozen in time, an instant you knew,
The life of others ended so blue.
Their lips that were, so subtle and rich,
Filled with deceit, hate, and more of your trip.
Over and over and over you stare,
Into the mirror and see your despair.
Every flaw and imperfection brought a new,
Understanding of souls and their talisman too.

To Forgive

Jealousy has broken this rampant love.
Once like a dove, pure and free.
A serpent, so powerful, came to me.
Spoke kind words and convinced me to be,
Something I'm not, something I hate.
Nevermore broken hearted, so departed,
My love for the world, but mostly myself.
I must remove the hate,
From this old dusty shelf.
Kept from afar- away from you,
You never knew,
or so I told myself.
It all seems unreal,
The dream I never wanted to have,
The mistakes I never wanted to make,
The love I never wanted to break.
Beginning again-
Starting from the end of us all.
Death of love, birth of hate.
Where can all of the sinners wait?
For you to join me,
Or so I know you did,
I learned that when I was a kid,
Give what you get,
Get what you give-
Hopefully we're all strong enough-
To Forgive.

Voices

Hey there, over you
Someone is smiling in the dark
Kissing the burning flame
Wreaking of awaited death
Hey there, can you see you
Talking to me tomorrow
Your soul, he will let me borrow
Another kiss for your brain
Dripping wet from the night sweat
Daylight brings another regret
Mourning sings goodbye mother night
Help us save you
Listen to us again
Look through the mirror
See whose really not there
Terror Terror, but beware of the one
Who sings to your soul by night
And chants to the demons of fright
Wishes granted to those who pray to them.

Stolen

Lay me down my love, kiss me once
For the times I made you happy.
Lay me down my love, kiss me again
For the times I made you cry.
Hold my hand my love, so gently
For the times I held yours.
Caress my heart my love, so sweetly
For I loved you more than I.
Steal my soul my love, so quickly
For no one else has the power over me.
Gently weep my love, so sadly
For me body has met another.
Slowly pray me love, so truly
For my mistress has come.
She's taken me my love, so soon
For I will miss you greatly.
I love you my love, so completely
For no other will I wait for.

Creeping Back

I find myself,
Creeping back again.
I know it now,
Reaching for the end.
Death has told myself,
I'm your friend.
Whispered in my ear,
I will see you again.
Death is only dreaming of you.
The silence here after is so new.
I awake to find my soul so blue.
The stars in this night have come true.

Levee Beneath Us

Bones of broken men,
Seep into the slivers,
Of shattered human homes.
Blood feeds the vines,
Hanging from these pines.
Souls of the wicked one,
Hide beneath the levee tree.
Awaken the one,
Who denies the sun,
And forever entrances,
Those who dance with him.
Circle me now,
Chant with me now,
Rise with me.

Death's Lullaby

The raven sings,
The madness rings,
Up in the belfry,
He has something to tell me...
Broken by the words I've spoken,
Your black heart will taste my love.
Scraping the ashes from my eyes,
Draining the hate from my heart.
And whisper through the light,
Open your eyes into the night.
Gathering spirits hear my cry,
As we sing death's lullaby.
And she cries, nevermore,
As I creep, up to her door.
Calling madness to my door,
Letting the light look in.
Blinding my fright here in,
I taste your heart once more.
As I open the chamber door,
There was darkness there,
And nothing more.

Pilgrim Shadow

A word or two unspoken
Left to a ride of misfortune
Left in search of a man
Who's life fell beneath the sand
Quick and painless as though he might
Be fearful on this lonesome night
But riding on is where he intends
The rest of his life he will spend
Pilgrim shadow
Where can it be?
Pilgrim shadow
Why can't I see?

Three Moons To Go

Only three moons to go
'Till we see the end
Hip hip hooray
For it's all gonna end
'Bout time for some justice
'Bout time for revenge
'Bout time for revolution
So come and jump right in
Jump in, jump in
Let us begin
Jump in, jump in
It's all gonna end

Falling

So fast you come to me
Breathing your entity
What more can I do to
Deepen your love for me
So fast we fall into
Something safe
Numb me now
Can embrace forever
Kiss your face
Cry with me
And down we go
Into the little hole
We call home
And we fall.....

White Smoke Crawlin'

White smoke crawlin'
Black water crying
I'm gonna find a way
To get back to you
Trip death while dancing
Two lovers entrancing
Kiss the night sky
One more time again
This heart bleeds
Black love tonight
This heart needs
To end this night
Drifting down
This blue wall of sadness
Doing everything I can
To keep away the madness
Your demons claw
Desperately at my soul
Out of the darkness
Will my future unfold

A Wake Dream

I dreamt I walked alone
In the darkness lay me desolate home
I trembled for a moment
As you take me, All eyes are closed
Cry with me
Die with me tonight
I dreamt I danced alone
Cold hand will cover my bones
Kiss me again and again
Drown me with your bleeding heart
Cry with me
Die with me tonight
Madness taken
God forsaken
Misbehavings again
Mend this Rage in my head
Words we have said
In my dreams I sing to you
We are all dead
Whisper my name
Dance with me tonight

My Cold Room

Blackened spirit
Trembles beneath
Apart of me
Touched again
As it flies above
As I turn to you
I breathe again
In silence with you

Dreaming

Dreaming of you when I'm awake
I'm falling faster than my eyes can take
I sleep here waiting for you
Breathing in this moment forever
I have found my Heaven
Inside your eyes, so blue
Floating beneath your angel wings
To the sky I can only sing
Mending this broken heart tonight
Keep me safe and warm inside
Dreaming of....my lover's heart.

Back To Nothing

I sit on an empty box,
In my corner of the room.
Remnance of what you were,
And what we used to share.
How everything was so perfect,
So perfectly in place.
How did we get to nothing?
Nothing in this room,
Could bring you back to me.
How did we get to nothing?
You said I was the perfect,
One and only in my life.
I had my life complete,
With you as my wife.
I guess I should have seen,
What I didn't have to give.
Was it the power, pain, or fortune
That he deserves- to forgive?
No.

Oceans Apart

I found love today
Creeping beneath my floor
I walked a mile away
But never opened the door
I ran into myself
And cried to be no more
Black ink in this mocking bird's heart
The sadness lives, when shall we part
In shadows I hide
My deepest of loves
In darkness I lay
Breathing you in from above
This silence I fear
Fading faster since love
Black ink in this mocking bird's heart
Show me forever and keep us apart

One Raindrop

Quiet- nice and refreshing,
We are so insignificant to this place.
One raindrop in an ocean of life,
How much difference does it really make?

Ocean

Trapped in the comfortable conformities
Too scared to move up or down
Not knowing which way to go
This ocean I sit upon
Maybe others have seen it
-it's still new to me.

The Sky Is Falling

I look to the heavens,
And what do I see.
A great and mighty battle,
Happening before me.
I look to the earth,
And what do I find.
Ignorance and sin,
Scattered among the minds.
I'm so worried,
I'm so scared.
All of the terror,
And nobody cares.
The sky is falling,
And nobody gives a damn.
The sky is falling,
And I'm gonna stop it if I can.

Flavor

God is there,
God is here.
The world drinks him in,
But spits him out,
If not the right flavor.
Satan adjust his flavor,
To please the mouth,
but poisons the body.
Pleasure is overrated.
What feels good to the body,
Hurts the soul.

Sucker

I had a woman,
Who did everything.
She was cute,
A sweet little thing.
I had an eye,
Lazy for the chest.
I know she'd love me,
Far better than the rest.
Why is it so hard,
Keeping it in.
Why does this world,
Make it out to be a sin.
I'm always hungry,
Never can be full.
I'm always hungry,
I'm always hungry,
Got to remember the golden rule.
I got dirt in my eye,
Cat got my tongue.
I see her walking,
Maybe she's the one.

Realms

The heavens above are coming down,
The fires in hell are rollin' round'.

Struggles

Do my thoughts count?
Will the world listen to them-
Through music?
Damn the struggles I have.
So simple, but so complex.

Ashtray

Lives are burnt away,
Like cigarettes in my ashtray.
Wasted and meaningless,
Nothing in the same.

My Empty Cup

I'm feeling drowned
Like it ain't no thing
Something I've had before
And it ain't nothin' new
I look at my cup
And it sure seemed full
I look again
And it seems I'm getting old.
My world's passing by
I need some direction
I need  a finger to point me
And someway to make corrections

Rush

You left me standing here all alone,
Knowing I needed you and you were gone.
You left me needing this rush to live,
I need your drug so you can give.

Turn My Head

Turn my head
Keep me looking
That's what you want
That's what I need
A snicker or two, a nudge and a smile
Hey baby haven't seen you in awhile
Looking so good in those tight a** jeans
My eyes can love you even if your mean
You walk about with a cute little dance
Knowing who you want in your pants
Keep on walking and I'll keep looking
Or stop for a minute and I'll get it cooking

Burning Love

Darkness will fall once again this night
The tree will wither another leaf
Another soul will be lost forever
Ripping my skip as I charge within
The depths of your soul
This blood is in my eyes
As I scream silently in your ear
Wake up- it's only a dream
Shut up- it's harder than it seems
Consume me like you once knew
Breathe in my remorse and choke
Upon the smoke of burning love

Cringe

It kills me to see you and him,
So maybe I'll kill you too.
Death would be too nice,
Why can't you just hate me.
Get it over with,
Please, get it over with.
Make your decision,
Me or him, him or me.
I see you and can only cringe.
Tearing me up, breakin' me up,
Twisting my insides out.
I cannot lose this feeling of doubt.
I just scream and shout.
Leave me alone, leave me alone,
Let it be me who faces reality.
I cringe! when I see you
Cringe! when I hear you
Cringe! when I taste and feel you near me
Get away! Get away!
I want you to myself!

Black Ink

Black Ink in a mockingbird's heart,
So we're together and never apart.
Called this is, where it begins.
Frighten so slowly,
Farther away she comes.

Dead Man Walking

Shackles and chains,
The dust on the wall.
My only friend,
This rusty old cage.

On My Way

Sailing in the sky,
Wondering if I,
Can find a place to stay.
Or should I be, on my way.
A year or two ago,
I had a choice under me.
Land while the air is clear,
Or crash when I couldn't see.
Skimming the treetops of my mind,
Grazing each branch as I pass,
Feeling the rush of air,
One more hit and I won't care.

Manic Ways

Adrift I dance again
Between the lies within
My lovers have no end
I wish to die again
Sewing the Fabrics
Kissing the graves
Crying for another bloody way
Wishing she was mine
Loathing you for wine
I found you sleeping
And then you were mine
For the taken
Godforsaken
Misbehavings again
Haze in my head
Wish I had said
In the land of a thousand eyes
We are all dead
We've come for your soul
I am here for your soul
So you'll never be alone
Whisper my name
When your in his arms
Dance with me alone

Outta Place

Lookin' out
This pale window
Of pain, trapped inside
This ocean of conformity
Ripping my hair by the
Roots, the world is gonna die
So we should die in our own
Way and be happy about it. I'm
Not with this world, I want to be alone
F*** this man, who are you to tell me what
To do. you ain't my momma, get back
Before I strike you, just get outta my way,
Outta my face, and outta place, is why I'm all alone.
I'm tired of life and it's prison effect on me, spreadin'
My soul, every which way till I'm goin' nuts. But I
Can be not so unhappy some of the time but still be
Pissed off at you, just 'cause you're ugly and to damn hot.
Piss off.
This world is driving me down to the place I fear to go, stay home.
Pissed on.

Days of Past

I know that I'm leaving you,
But it doesn't mean I'm gone.
We'll always have our days of past,
And our memories will last for so long.
It's alright,
And it's ok.
To know that we'll miss each other,
We'll find a way.

Journey

Can you hear my thoughts?
From the depths of my soul.
Can you feel my words?
From the shadows of my mouth.
You sweep away my breath,
And my blankets of fear.
Let go of your concerns,
And be afloat in my dream.
Take this journey with me,
It's as good as it seems.

Showing Me The Light

I've been here for four long years,
Sharing my dreams and fears.
But I'm leaving all of you now,
The struggles aren't over somehow.
Oh I can't find the words,
Of all the good times we've had.
All of this is almost over,
I want you to know that I'm-
On my own,
Reaching further everyday.
All my dreams,
Are just one step away.
I can see clearly now,
My dangers are in sight,
Thank you for loving me,
Showing me the light.

Imperfections

Corruption of my youth,
Swallowed down-
Touches the very fire I walk on.
Amidst the dreaming stars,
I fall obliterated,
Circum by your infinite beauty.
Laid to rest in my graves of doubt,
I feel no more- turn about.
Falling free of all thought-
The center of me is you.
I breathe no more-
To think again-
To wound no more.
Sadly, in her eyes I see myself-
Untouched unvarnished,
Caressess of perfection,
Rolled in silk-
And gently breezed,
Like a summer day.
She dreams,
In the gentle blue of the night-
I found her.
As this blanket of love,
Warms her delicate body.

A Better Man

Who are we really?
Who completes the circle?
From the darkness emerged,
A better man-
With a vision,
And a dream.

Shores Of Doubt

Midnight among these mountains,
Blackened moon,
Stars gone away,
Hiding from the creatured night.
There arose a silence,
In the midst of the chaos.
The world has brought,
A mere shadow of-
What we've become.
Dark and pale,
With no feelings.
No emotions,
Just the instinct.
A soft voice,
Rings to my ears.
Crying for freedom,
Of the lonely world it dwells in,
Again and again.

Moments

Moments of you,
Pass by me again.
Moments of truth,
Held by me again.

Drowning In Whiskey Bay

Black nights a creepin'
Leaving shadows on the wall
Black nights a creepin'
Leaving shadows on the wall
I hear you don't love me-
And now I'm comin' for ya'll
I hear the door a knockin'
Come on baby let me in
I hear the door a knockin'
Come on baby let me in
Now you feel me close baby
Now let the dancin' begin
All night long
She cried...
All night long
she sighed....
All night long
She died.

One Ivy

Rough lives some have,
Yours was tough too.
But you kept your head up,
Even when things fell through.
You had everyone against you,
Doubts in your corner.
Reasons to quit,
I'm sorry you couldn't join her.
I will never lose,
My faith in you.
I still believe in,
My faith in you.
I stole one thing,
And can never get it back.
I took our friendship,
And threw it off track.
Your faith in me,
Has dwindled to nothing.
I will spend my days,
Searching for that something.
When the tree has withered away,
Only that one ivy can save my way.

Queeny

I gotta friend who likes to dress up,
Shim likes to wear a lot of makeup.
He likes to hang out downtown,
She sometimes likes to go down.
Hey Queeny, where are you doing?
Hey Queeny, what are you going?
I'm twisted just like you,
I like to pluck my eyebrows too.
Well maybe not, but I think it's fun.
And I wish, I could be everyone.
Ya know your so pretty,
Ya know your so damn cute.
The way those women flock to you,
Kinda makes me wanna puke.
If you're gonna, I don't wanna,
If I asked you, would you wanna,
Keep it going, going on home,
Would you come over, over the phone,
In your house, bite the bone,
In your car, if your lazy,
Would you do it, driving miss daisy?

Plead With Me

Oceans blue
Sounds of hate
Slip through me
Ten thousand eyes
Awaited here
I watch again
Misty are you
The bitter end
Color me Gently
O so true
Forever and again
To be with you
Plead with me gently
As I draw so near
Be with me completely
And grow with fear
Whispered to you soflty
As I held you so tight
Stay with me forever
As I kiss you goodnight

Thief

So you say you want to save me,
Why don't you save yourself.
You preach your here to love me,
So put my love in your wallet.
Such f******* hypocrites,
Telling me I'm wrong.
Just sit back and listen,
While I say to you,
In no voice of my own.
Follow me, you think I'm the only way.
Pay me, I promise I'll save your soul.
Love me, I'll never turn away from you.
Follow me, I swear I'll be back soon.
So you've heard my words,
So write them down in blood.
Blood so green and flowing,
I can't fathom another way.
You wish you were loved,
You want to have faith.
The pain is in the blood,
You can't survive without it.
Take my money,
At least I still have my soul.

Chains

Twisted in this metal,
Chains that hold me down.
Sores from my past hurt,
Keep me in this basement.
Like a child afraid of the night,
I'm afraid of the pain.
I can't take anymore heartbreaks,
I can't play these senseless games.
There's no such thing as perfect love,
But only my perfect dreams.
Of what I've always wanted,
Or so I convince myself, so it seems.

Somewhere In A Song

Dying need, my heart bleeds for the touch of you.
Your flowers have died in my garden today.
Just the thought, the reasons of love so blue.
We left so cold, the pedals have withered away.
Of this I have no answers, so you see me,
Broken into pieces of the puzzle, in love-
Tearing away at the thought of us not being,
Searching for some answers, looking up above.
My skies are crying for you to see them.
My only world broken, to set me free.
My heart will sing the words "What might have been"
And this day it will be the thought "why me?"
A love so perfect nothing could go wrong.
Maybe our love belongs, somewhere in a song.

Lullaby

A single flower,
Withers away.
So much is broken here,
We live another day.
Dark clouds are coming now,
Coming o so soon.
Whispers through my heart,
And dances on the blue.
Fly away,
My soft little butterfly.
Cry for me,
As I float beneath these dreams.

Into Chaos

Breathless now,
This cold wind upon my face.
It's been so long,
Since I've kissed the morning sun.
Distant now,
I lie here and wait.
Blue oceans of life,
Seep into my skin.
Drops upon my brow,
The taste of you.
Fade away into this night,
As we dream ourselves into chaos.
Killing the light of our moon,
Along the way.
Now I can sleep,
In the arms of sanity.
And wake the shadows,
Beneath my eyes.

Lonely Stranger

Away my lonely stranger
I have no money to give
Myself and no other
We wait for you to live
Walk with me
Talk with me
Your mind, your thoughts
Float in my weary head
For soon I will be dead
Soon will we depart
Matters of my heart
Taken from my beating chest
Forever alone I will rest

My Lullaby

A single flower,
Withers away.
So much is broke here,
I live another day.
The blackness is coming now,
Coming o so soon.
Rolling through my heart,
And dancing on the moon.
Fly away,
My sweet little butterfly.
And cry for me,
While I play you my lullaby.

Fighting Nightmares

Cannot help these feelings kept inside of me
Fighting through the turmoil, waking up the dead
I don't know why this s*** has come to be
Fighting nightmares, screaming, wake up, wet my bed
Borderline insanity, you wake up in front of me
Screaming in my face, with your thorns in my side
Borderline insanity, you fall asleep next to me
You only think your safe, until you close your eyes
Cover my head with a blanket of fear
Cold and desperate to deliver the morning light
Moaning from within my nightmares, tears
I only keep them safe from this desperate night
You can't take me
You can't wake me
Go back inside
Get what you came for

Raped Death

Where am I going, I can't see a thing
Red light, Red blood, The fat lady sings
I get away, I got away
Can you help me? Stay away from me.
I don't want you here, leave me alone
It's almost over now, soon I'll be gone
I've raped myself, of my very last breath.
I hate you, so now I've raped death.
Black blood in my veins
This s*** is driving me insane
Get out of my way, I gotta mission on my mind
Gotta end this life, gotta leave it all behind
All these voices, voices in my mind.
I've tried to tell you a thousand times.
Gotta get it, gotta get it out my brain
All this s*** is driving me insane
Stay away, stay away from me now
Before I kill you, kill me, or die somehow.
Get away, get away from me
I don't need your f******* apathy.

Throw Me Away

I wanna hear you scream,
I wanna feel your pain.
Deep within the realm of fear,
Griping me, ripping me through this world.
Evil rapes the good souls,
And leaves them to rot in holes.
Filled with the blood of my brother,
I blame it all on the other.
I am your tool to use,
Rust me and give me away.
I am your fool to abuse,
F*** me and throw me away.
I wanna feel your dreams,
I wanna hear your pain.
Tell me your problems now,
So I can rip them from my soul.

The End

I reach for the clouds
And grab my space
That takes me to the place
Where all is good
I live this day
And see the end
For my heart is there
I'm at the end

Thoughts of Me

Wasted wating time, slipping away
Cutting my sorrows in someone else's grief
Wasted waitng time, washing away
Emptying myself in another's dream
Pulled away and back again
Echo my laughter to the world
Spit on myself and my words
All in a day's work
All in a day's time
Nothing to do but spit on you
Spit on the one who deserted me first

Take Me Home

Is this myself  I see before thee?
Lying motionless and still
So much at peace, so constant
No worries, no sorrows
No heartbreaks, no love
No fears, no nightmares
No life, no life
The water has given me life,
The water has taken it.
The unborn mother,
Will take me home,
Where I belong.
Now I can clean my room.

Where Do I Stand?

I wanna break these chains,
That are in my way.
I wanna open my door,
And see the world today.
I wanna look at the sunset,
That's at the bottom of the sky.
I wanna touch every dream,
Before my heart dies.
Where do I stand?
When the room is crowded and loud.
Where do I sit?
When my table is taken.
I go to the door,
To see who's there.
But the phone rings...
No place to sleep tonight.

Forever In My Hand

Teasing your gentle soul,
With forever in my hand.
Absorb your vast universe,
With every breath I can.

White Marble

Upon his neck he wears a cross
Made of shiny white marble
And it has three dents from where he dropped it
And lost the direction in his life
Once when he was a young boy
And his mother abandoned him
She said son I gotta leave now
But your father will take you in
She said, take your cross and hold it tight
Through the rain and stormy weather
It will keep you safe through the night
While your world is closing tight
Once again, when he was a young man
His friend had a story to tell
Drugs kept him down on the low end
Made his life a living hell
Then one day he gave up on us
And said his life was through
And he took the bridge off of devil's road
Oh Lord what am I gonna do
Now he's a loving dad
With a son he loves so much
How he loves his smiling face
And that warm baby's touch
But one day the doctor said
His son was falling from grace
And tears rolled down his fateful cheek
As another death fell upon his face

Lovers Delight

Moonlight sonata at lakefront inn
This is where my tale begins
Lovers cross at enchanted graves
Loves lost and lives saved
Passions meet for the first and last
Tales told as the lovers laugh
They meet with a kiss
And take it below
Much farther than they want to go
Tables turn, fortunes meet
No other love each one seeks
Lamps in ther room
Lit in despair
Couples of trouble
Meet so unfair
Washed away their only sin
That is where their life will begin

Iron Mask

Bend the light and bend my eyes
Locked up with this fake disguise
Iron mask to protect my skin
This is where my tale ends
Lovers leave there sorrows below
As their fortune?
No one knows.

Spider's Web

There's a clear in the path ahead
Just enough for us to see
A break in time
The only way for us to be
We've been tangled
In our webs of deceit
Living our lives
So incomplete
Like the blood thirsty mosquito
Trapped in the spider's web

Saving Her

She sits and wonders who she is
And no matter how far she has come
There's no turning back
From all the sin she has done
Now she fears all that's inside her
Now she knows what she will be
Cheating death again and again
Save her life from this misery
She's destroyed her hopes and dreams
Her soul is dead as so it seems
Painful now are her thoughts tonight
Will she ever be satisfied?

Back Again

How did I get to nothing?
Buried in this place
Her shadow is upon my back
But I can't see her face
How did I get to nothing
Once again, once again
I sit on this empty box
In the corner of the room
Bleeding once more in my dream
I awake and dance with her again
She comes to me and I die once more
Every breath as sweet and steals only my soul
Floating with my demons
Healing all of their wounds
Kissing my gentle stranger twice
For my faith lies in death
Nothing is nothing to me
Until I see that nothing is more than I could be
How did I get to nothing?
-I am nothing again

Spoons

So many
Spoons in my mouth
I choke
On the hands that feed me
I bite the hands
That hold me down
I wanna fly free again
I gotta get a fresh start

Endless Night

Down these streets
I heard a cry
A woman shrieks
With death's desire
Out the window
On the floor
All of your faces
I choose to ignore
Floating in my dreams within
Falling from my death again
I taste another day to love with you
Searching through faces
And endless spaces
Walking alone again
Desperate to cry to you

Downtown

I like the feeling I get
When she tickles me
I like the sensations
That come over me
I like the taste of her lips
The smile on her face
The guilt in her eyes
Whenever she goes all around
Downtown is where she pleases me
Downtown is how she likes to be
Downtown is pure curiosity
Downtown is where she outta be
My lady likes it when
I tell her I love her so
And she likes it more when I tell her
Downtown is where I want her to go

Shallow Blind

Love has many faces, names, and places
Feelings, emotion, all feel the same
With each new face to fill this place,
A place where there isn't much space;
Just enough to smile a face or two.
Can't help but feeling blue,
Envious of the loneliness,
But in desperate need of attention
Of an affectionate other.
Spinning to point the finger at her
For she's the girl of the moment
Her high hopes and dreams makes it easier to leave...
On to leave another and forget about the left.
Back again but only to leave you
I can never stay forever
Unless you leave me first.

Alone We Are Again

Alone we are again
On the cold early morning
Touched by this hope of existence
Amidst this ivory pillow
To dream is to breathe
Awake and sleep another life

Look Up

"I need a hero,
Someone to look up to."
Just look in the mirror
And know I look at you
A child born with half a face
A soulful body in this mindless place
Days of misery brought on by school
When many peers of hers say "f*** the golden rule"
A woman burned head to toe
The fires from within could strike a blow
To the world who only sees her skin
And not her pride or her beauty within

Silent Secrets

I see you walking through my life
In and out, on the occasion I see you
I pause to catch my breath
And dream that you were mine
I see you talking to another
Only to look at me blindly
Not a jealous thought I feel
Deep inside I have you with me
I take you away to be with me
A place where we can act freely
Showing each other our true emotion
A love we will hope to have true devotion
As hopeless as it seems
Together we will be
I will find a way to love
And you to love me
Please help me get your love
I need to have you here
Here with me is where you belong

Step On You

Puny slime, eat my grime off my shoe
Get in my way, I'll f****** step on you
Worms meat and devil's treats
You can smell my rotten feet
I'll squash your brain, drive you insane
I laugh at you and love your pain.
I step on your dreams
Step on your face
Step all over you
And now your back in your place
On the ground, in the dirt
The only thing I want is for you to hurt
I step on you,
I s*** on you.
I hope you cry,
I hope you die.
Don't come cry to me
I'll flick you like a puny flea
I don't care what you do
As long as I'm better than you
So stay out of my f****** way
And worship every word I say

Still Gone

I see that empty desk in the corner of the class
I can almost imagine that your still there, next to me
I've spent drowning nights and sickened days thinking of
How much I miss you filling that chair
Why did you have to leave me here, all alone
With no one left to talk to
No one to share my ideas
No one to share my dreams
Now what the hell am I supposed to do
Why are you still gone?
Why am I still here?
Why is that I always wish that I'm with you?
Why are you still gone?
Why am I still here?
Why can't I just forget about this world?
Sittin down in front of the house
Won't you lone me a cigarette my friend,
And share a laugh or two.
I know you've had a rough life in all,
But I can help you with the pain.
Please don't leave me here, all alone
With no one to talk to
No one to share my ideas
No one to share my dreams
Now where in the hell am I gonna go?

Bandwagon

So you want to be the same
You want to fit in
Give me your money
I'll let you in
I open the door
To expand your mind
To think for yourself
And waste my f****** time
Get a life
Get a reality
Take the knife
And dismiss your equality
We know you need a friend
I got your friend right here
Mr. Left and Mr. Right
Let them whisper in your ear
I wish you to meet them
And make them feel fine
I've been with your type before
Now come over and be with mine

Father Goat's Cult Cry

I heard you softly whisper
Near my little ear
The world is gonna end
And the devil is finally here
Eat this sweet fruit
And drink this bitter wine
And always remember
That you will be mine
Who knew I would suffer
Who knew this was the end
But I'm so sorry now
Of what I have to do
Please forgive me father
As I stand in front of you
There is power in verse
There is power in chant
There is power in word
There is no love in this land
I give you the power
I give you the truth
I give you the answer
To all that is in front of you

Forsaken

I told you I loved you,
But you had no care.
You were only with me because...
I was the first one there.

Ransom My Heart

Three little words,
Melted away.
My heart is broken,
I will never love the same.
Who knew love,
Had such a high price to pay.

Still I Bleed

Another drop of pain
In an ocean of truth
Moments come and go
I puke and think of you
Sickened by your blackest skin
Deep within lies no beauty
Moments past- still I bleed

Companion

Independent.
What I need,
What I want.
I am,
No one.
I want,
Someone.
Alone,
Comfortable,
Driving,
Preferably.
Road is-
Companion.
Not Alone.

Bottom Of My Sky

Wish I could see you once again
Wish I could touch you once again
Just hold me close and don't let go
Maybe it's something I'll never know
Just to hold you once again
You and I were walking
And we were talking
About the way it should have been
I gave my life to the world I'm in
I can't escape from the thought that should have been
I'm looking for a way to the path that should be taken
I'm at the bottom of my sky
I look away to the things that are in my face

Inside My Heart

Can you stay here,
For just a little while.
I taste your lips,
Forever on my tongue,
Inside my heart.

Insecticide

Got these bugs on me
Bugs in my mind that feed
Feed on my soul to which I live
Live for tomorrow and eat yours today
I need my insecticide
To kill the itching pain
I need my tongue to lie
To hide you from my rain
Crawling, scrathing, burning
Keep away from me
I need you to want me
And infect my diseased blood
Crawl on me
Eat my inside
So I can fill my veins
And learn to die

Emotional Prisons

So much on my mind
This love is not the telling kind
So much to say
These words won't go away
Trapped again
In the world of silence
Trapped again
In the shadows of doubt
So much I hide
In these deep veins of mine
Graduated to nothing
Tips of your tongue
Almost touch my heart
Shivers of your lips
Rest upon mine
Blankets of fear
Cover my gentle soul
I wish them all away
I want them to go away
Why must we hide it
Why must we fight it

Shadows On The Wall

Shadows on the wall,
Sleeping underneath the night.
Where no other demons crawl,
Far away from morning light.

Replenish

Replenish inside,
What you drained from me.
I sit here and hide,
And I let it be.

Lady Luck

Creeping to the boundaries
Only looking inward
Pulling at the one chance
My eternal dances with ease
My pun away from you
Pushed over from me
Covers in my mind
Scarred in my soul

Capture My Heart

Listening to the sound of your voice,
Sweet and gentle,
Lifting me to a higher place,
Where I can only imagine,
You hear with me.
Soft and beautiful,
Your body-
Like a vision of love coming to life.
Carefree in your world of joy and sorrow,
Laughing and crying,
Making your tears both sweet and bitter.
Sweet and enchanting music,
Brings tears to my eyes,
And captures my heart-
With love and tenderness.

My Solitude

A single flower, withers away
Darkness here now- only you to blame
Showers of doubt, drain myself
As I rest upon this dusty shelf.
I fly so high away from you
And spiral around this vast blue
I leave it all behind me
And search...

Endless Freedoms

Endless freedoms
To do what we please
No direction
Only our souls to ease
Born to the luxuries
Death by the luxuries
Into the sun
We fly to be seen
Burned by it's touch
Nothingness has been
Living through the lives of others
Riding the horse and carriages
Of their grace and fortune
Only they are the fortunate ones
We sink in ourselves so far
That we forget who we are
And where we want to be

My Heart's Dependence

When I look into your eyes
My soul melts within me.
And a beat of my heart is given to you.
My only want is you.
The taste of your lips,
The softness of your hair.
I want you close to me,
I need to breathe in your love,
So I can live.
My heart will surely crumble without it.
Hold my heart,
Hold it with your caressing hands,
Embrace it with a firm gentleness
And never let it go.
Look into it and see what makes it beat,
You'll find an image of you,
Kissing my heart to start again.
Having stopped before to piece back together,
Fragments of torment and mislead love.
Your beauty is so great,
That if I were blind, I would feel it within me.
Looking straight into my soul,
And finding something that is yours.
My love will always be for you.

Into The Sun

Into the sun
I fly to be seen
I look at the world
And laugh in disbelief

Forever?

Forever-
Just a word?
Or something I feel
Could it be this time- real?
Real to my heart at the time
Real to you- Now your mine.
I love you, Maybe not yet.
I need you, especially to be wet.
Is that all this is-
A good weekend fling, everyday
I don't know anymore, whose to say!?
Am I sabotaging this on purpose
Who cares what color your purse is.
-I do...maybe I need you?
Maybe I need someone,
And your just convenient.

Should've Went Right

Left or right?
Decisions to make.
Getting dark....
Too late?
Left or right?
Right or wrong.
Love again...
This strong?
Yes or no.
Never again.
Solitude.
Happy again.

Hear My Words In A Look

Hear my words in a look
Read my thoughts from a book
To know is to love
To love is to be
Be my feelings for me
Let my feelings be you
Think not aloud
And to the soul be true

Dancing With Fire

Sweet caresses of smoke
Kiss the air in it's sweet sorrow
Lost in its timelessness of nothing
Searching for a partner, Death comes
Rivers of white floating up
Catching my intrusions as I pass by
Loneliness creeps upon my pillow
Blankets of lust intrude my thought
Fly away my earthless angel
Kiss me goodnight, once again
Rest my weary head,
Kiss me goodnight, once I'm dead

Burnt

Incriminate myself to be another
Destroy my dream for another
Destiny is what we believe
Fate is what I decieve
Burn ashes burn
Burn my dreams into a hole
Burn ashes burn
Burn myself with no control
Light another candle
Burn another hole
So much to handle
So little to hold

Remember Me

The angels see a burning light
A little too dim- only at night
A faint chance- his merry way
So much to hide- so little to say
Struggles so hard, yet easy
Fed up with all that 'greasy'
The lake where we were made
The times I remember - never trade
Bad to the bone as I wanna be
Infamous rebellion- remember me.

Nothing

Nothing-
To be or nobody
In love
In shame
That decietful eye
Looking everywhere
To be not found
Yet, learned and followed
In bed, in love
No time for your company
No time for your
Sympathy or
Your empathy
I don't need it
More wine maestro-
Thank you
I needed
A new life

Shadows Of Me

A mere shadow of another-
Fragments of light peirced together
The best aspects of each other
A drop of your pain
Maybe, should I gain?
An ounce of your love
My feathers, if you were a dove
Cloaking myself to the world
Absorbing the traits of a girl
Breaking through my shells of doubt
Why should anyone figure out
Bottled pain, nest of fear
Kept in my soul, I have no fear
...lies...
...hiding...
...stay away...

Thought Box

Trapped inside my world of doubt
Where do I begin, Where do I start?
Want to be like everyone and no one
And still scream with my mouth shut
Get inside my box
So you can see my rage
Get inside my box
So you can feel my pain
So you know what it's like
....to be me
So much to do, many things to say
Make this world go away
So much to do, so little to say
Shut up and feel my apathy

Convenience

Your so perfect, your so right
Maybe we could be, together again tonight.
No one else around, no longer will I frown
You'll do it for now, I really don't care how.

Never Spoken

Midnight approaches this fateful night
A cigarette lit- burning bright
Capturing the moment, never could
Wishing she left me, never would
Enjoying the solitude, my own thoughts
Love is to be earned, never bought
Thinking of the ones that should've been
Wondering why, this wasn't the end.
Never got what I wanted
Only touched, who I dreamed
On my own, wish I were
To be alone, never hurt her
Live for now, until the end
Then look around, and begin again
Wish I could scream.....
I live only to dream.

Images On The Wall

Images on the wall
So dark and so afraid
Why do I hear these things?
Was I picked to live in pain?
Cries in the night
Tormented until dawn
I will be gone before long
A new plane of existence
Where peace is at hand
To love yourself completely
And define where you stand
The option of knowledge
To know what you speak
To remember everything at hand
And love to whom you speak
Know me from the look in my eye
And forget my so called name
For everything is judgemental
And all one political game

One More Try

As I lowered my head down
When she walked away
I couldn't help but think
Of all I meant to say
And I tried so hard
To bring her back to me
And I cried all my tears
That she wouldn't see
I'm sorry I couldn't say those words again
My angry eyes are a fault of mine
I'm sorry I will never be good enough
All I ever wanted is one more try
You were always to good
For these games I play
I think of too much
But never say
I try so hard
Just to be with you
But your too good
Just to be used

Look Away

I saw an elderly woman walk these streets a day ago
With her tattered clothes and rotted shoes
She came to me and said can I have a dime
I told her no by turning my ears to my friend
And now she haunts my soul
Waiting for another day
I will see her again
And never, never look away

Selfish Is Me

Everything seems so real with delight
And everything seems to burn so bright
Bright as the star that fell from the sky
And landed gently searching your eye
For the deceptive look that creeps in my soul
Searching deeper and deeper as I got to my god
Of finding the quickest way to your
Best thing I love to see in your face
I can only disguise my disgrace in vain
I love the not by myself I do claim
Selfish is me
Selfish is me
Selfish is me my god and my brother
Selfish is me like me and no other

Virus

Government is the mouse on the keyboard of America
We are nothing but a program they run- f*** that,
I am the virus that destroys the program
Eats the very center of your control
Tearing away at the pieces in your brain
Corrupting the contortions that your program oversees
I am the virus in your mind
Tearing away the faces of mankind
Nothing here to stop me
None of you will love me

Silent Chances

Give me a chance to show you how I feel
Give me a reason why I feel this way
I know you may be thinking
Why should I give away my love
Don't be afraid, of what I have
I need to show you, what I can give
Don't be afraid, of what you feel
Feelings are stronger than what we ever know
Days go by, I still have thoughts of you
I live my life wondering about us
These silent days are tearing me apart
Just one chance is all I'll ever need
I look at the sky and see your face
And Lord knows I'm in Heaven
I look at my heart and see your space
Waiting to be filled with your touch

Fight Again

Twisting off this face of lust
Running down this path we trust
Imprison what we call our own
Sacred now so I'm told
Reflections of what I'm shown
Danger now if you approach
Hungry for another roach
Where we must resolve
Anger shared- fight again

Into Wonderland

I'm hot - I'm cold
No death upon my soul
Bite it down
And smell me frown
I'm sick of this
I wanted more
I suffered with
A settled score
Shadow me
Unto the grave
Follow me
But misbehave
Let's show you
How I feel
Deep inside this tainted soul
I'd wish I'd find my way-
Out of this hole!

Ghost With No Name

Faintly recalling,
Words we exchanged
Times we shared,
Friends we became,
Shadows of our friendship,
Still haunting me.....
Like a ghost with no name.

Shadows In The Dark

Shadows in the dark
Running to the light
Struggling to find it's way
Searching through the night

Perfect Circles

Perfect circles- broken in pieces
Life throughout the middle, and kept together
Intruded by parasites below
Slowly wearing away it's beauty and strength
Self-destructing for being what it is

Alone In My World

I can't find what I'm looking for
In a world I live in a word I die
Can't have that piece of mind
My plate is full
No longer am I standing here
To see what's become
Off to the star I crave
And into my lonely grave
Alone in my world
My day has turned to night
Nothing to touch my heart
Tears have blinded my sight
A single flower
Withering away

Nothing Is Really Mine

Nothing is really mine-
Once belonged to somebody else
Who am I?
If the music dies,
Will I die?
I want to get to that place
Where dreams are awake
And I am asleep
My soul is crying
For the world to see it
I change everyday
I want you to see it
I want to sing to the highest mountain
And the mountain to pierce my heart
I want to reach to the skies
And the skies to carry me to Heaven
I am not satisfied yet....

Torn Again

Slipped down through the valley of deception
Curiosity causes this furious connection
Of what I envisioned upon my brow
Naked and tormented by infectious blood
Torn again
Born inside the darkness
Torn again
Pulled from the morning star
Sunrise on my parted soul
Essence of nothing in everyone
Internal combustion evident upon me
Surround me once again
Bury me once again

Borderline Insanity

Borderline Insanity,
Demons in my head again
Screams within,
My death inside-
No longer can I abide
Borderline Insanity,
Demons in my head again
Screams within,
My death inside-
Fear no longer can I hide
I can't see anything in here
It's just a blur of heaven in space
Worldly misfortunes of my mistrust
Too bad for your occasional lust
Why must you say the insignificant things you do

Tunnel Vision

Like a flower in a storm
I've been beaten and abused
Kept in the cold
And drowned in my sorrows
Alert and awake
Keen as a knife
Sharp as the blade
That killed his own life

Complex

Never will I see
See what's happen to me
Never will I ever
See who's done this to me
Living up to the standards
Standing up to my life
Have I been wrong
Should I have been right
What are you staring at
Someone with a problem like you
What are you laughing at
Someone with a different point of view
I hate that stupid grin
The one implanted upon your face
Smiling as if you knew better

My Left Pocket

So you think I'm crazy
And I think I'm fine
I think all of us maybe
Needs a little piece of mind
In my left pocket I have my world
Where the pain goes away and the light unfurls
So you think it's wrong and I know it's right
Maybe you and me can go sailing tonight

Eve's Cry

Lost within,
My sin again,
Keep me all hollow and thin.
Passed it on,
You win again,
Here we go dancing again.
Away we go,
Paradise is closed,
We all wish the sadness away.
Flames will rise,
And burn my eyes,
I can only say goodbye.
Lost within,
My sins again,
Here we go dancing again.
Keep me numb,
Hollow and thin,
Leave us to follow again.
Falling down,
This lonesome road,
I don't know where to begin.
Passing away,
You win again,
Here we go dancing again.

Lover's Dream

Watching you sleep
As each minute passes by,
I think of us together,
And tears rush to my eyes.
I've never been this happy,
I've never been so true.
There's not a minute that goes by,
That I don't think of you.
Your soft red hair,
And emerald green eyes.
The beauty in your heart,
Is too great to hide.
Every time I'm near you,
I want you close to me.
I want to feel your touch,
I want you holding me.
Kiss me with your lips,
So soft and sweet.
Then kiss me with your heart,
Until I can feel it beat.
Beating in my chest,
Your heart I can feel.
Your pain is now mine,
So intense, so real.
I love you more than anything,
With only one thing left to say,
My love will be forever,
And I am here to stay.

Silent Kiss

Her waves of love tip my boat and
Sink my heart to the depths of her ocean.
She sees my belligerence and looks
Down to cry for me.
I can't see what I've done,
But she wipes my eyes dry and
Forgives me for my regretful deeds,
She can take the pain,
But I only give it back full force to my heart.
I can't see but I try; I cry.
I will not die if she's with me,
I want to die inside her,
Comfort me and lay close- I love you.
Forgive my innocent sins, take me, kill me.

Solitude

Alone in my world,
My day has turned to night.
Nothing to touch my heart,
Tears have blinded my sight.
A single flower,
Withering away.
No one to talk to,
Nothing to say.
A drop of water,
In an ocean of pain.
Of these things,
I have only myself to blame.

Forever

Just you and me forever,
Is how I want to be.
And always wanting to know,
If this is really happening to me.
Love that is so perfect,
So much like a dream.
I am completely in love,
As though it may seem.
I knew this was right,
Even from the very start.
Knowing we would be together,
Giving each other our hearts.
Forever is what I want,
Forever is what I need.
Loving you with all my soul,
From now until eternity.

Take Me Back

A fool I was to think,
I didn't need to show you how I cared.
And now you've walked away from me-
Something that is too hard to bare.
It came all as a suprise,
Bringing tears to my eyes.
Why was I so blind?
How did I let our love die?
I never wanted us to be apart,
I always wanted  you next to my heart.
What's in it for you I do not know,
But my feelings I do promise to show.
I need you here with me,
You with another- something I never want to see.
I've been away for awhile now,
My heart wasn't with me,
You're the one I've always wanted.
I'm at your mercy, as you can see.
Plese be gentle with my heart,
My love to you I want to give.
Take me back with trust,
And our love will forever live.